Unwanted Emotions: Poem

I am not the best poet in the world, but hopefully you will enjoy this and feel free to leave constructive feedback in the comment section. Thanks.

Unwanted Emotions

I never wanted this

No one ever does

The things I've missed

The obvious words that I should have noticed

Emotions that I kept shoving down

Creeping up on me without a sound

I left you and when I came back you weren’t the same

You only have yourself to blame

You’ve had your second chance

But there was no romance

Taking on the world on your own

Never saying anything to me

Hiding things you didn’t think I would see

You say you’re sorry

Those words don’t even mean much anymore

Saying it way too much

Makes it lose their power for what they’re really for

Playing on emotions you should have never touched

Forcing me to believe that you loved me so much

Making me believe your lies

Even though you’re not the first one that tries

I never wanted this

No one ever does

The things I missed

The obvious words that I should have noticed

The emotions that I kept shoving down

Creeping up on me without a sound

Everything went wrong

Ignoring the problems for so long

Avoiding the matters

Hoping they would go away

Wishing everything would go back to the old days 

When the fight finally begun

You knew we were officially done

I was ready to walk out

You began to shout

Screaming that you loved me

That you were not for us to part

Wanting us to go back to the start

I was done being played

Out of my life

You were to stay

I never wanted this

No one ever does

The things I missed

The obvious words that I should have noticed

The emotions that I kept shoving down

Creeping up on me without a sound

You liar!

You cheater!

You player!

You bastard!

Making my life seem like a joke is what you do

What the hell did I ever do to you!?

Next time find someone else

Go find someone new!

It’s time to say goodbye

The last thing I need

Is for you to make me cry

How dare you say you're sorry!?

You brought this on your own

Why can't you just leave me alone?

Moving slowly away

It’s too late for me to beg me to stay

I'm lost

I'm confused

Completely alone

I know in the end I did the right thing

Leaving you was the best thing I could bring

I hope we never come face-to-face again

It was over before it all even began

You never loved me

Don't you dare deny it

You can't say shit

Every time I throw a fit

One day I will forget

One day I will have paid my debt

Eventually you’ll be gone

Eventually I will have moved on

I never wanted this

No one ever really does

I sent you away

I said all I needed to say

The things I will miss

The unwanted emotions that I will keep shoving down

Creeping up on me without a sound

I never wanted this

Why did you do this to me?

I'm so confused

All because of you

It was all a lie

And hopefully a dream

You never loved me

Go ahead

Say it

Say you’re sorry

Just remember

That this is the end of our story