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Unwanted Emotions
I never wanted this
No one ever does
The things I've missed
The obvious words that I should have noticed
Emotions that I kept shoving down
Creeping up on me without a sound
I left you and when I came back you weren’t the same
You only have yourself to blame
You’ve had your second chance
But there was no romance
Taking on the world on your own
Never saying anything to me
Hiding things you didn’t think I would see
You say you’re sorry
Those words don’t even mean much anymore
Saying it way too much
Makes it lose their power for what they’re really for
Playing on emotions you should have never touched
Forcing me to believe that you loved me so much
Making me believe your lies
Even though you’re not the first one that tries
I never wanted this
No one ever does
The things I missed
The obvious words that I should have noticed
The emotions that I kept shoving down
Creeping up on me without a sound
Everything went wrong
Ignoring the problems for so long
Avoiding the matters
Hoping they would go away
Wishing everything would go back to the old days
When the fight finally begun
You knew we were officially done
I was ready to walk out
You began to shout
Screaming that you loved me
That you were not for us to part
Wanting us to go back to the start
I was done being played
Out of my life
You were to stay
I never wanted this
No one ever does
The things I missed
The obvious words that I should have noticed
The emotions that I kept shoving down
Creeping up on me without a sound
You liar!
You cheater!
You player!
You bastard!
Making my life seem like a joke is what you do
What the hell did I ever do to you!?
Next time find someone else
Go find someone new!
It’s time to say goodbye
The last thing I need
Is for you to make me cry
How dare you say you're sorry!?
You brought this on your own
Why can't you just leave me alone?
Moving slowly away
It’s too late for me to beg me to stay
I'm lost
I'm confused
Completely alone
I know in the end I did the right thing
Leaving you was the best thing I could bring
I hope we never come face-to-face again
It was over before it all even began
You never loved me
Don't you dare deny it
You can't say shit
Every time I throw a fit
One day I will forget
One day I will have paid my debt
Eventually you’ll be gone
Eventually I will have moved on
I never wanted this
No one ever really does
I sent you away
I said all I needed to say
The things I will miss
The unwanted emotions that I will keep shoving down
Creeping up on me without a sound
I never wanted this
Why did you do this to me?
I'm so confused
All because of you
It was all a lie
And hopefully a dream
You never loved me
Go ahead
Say it
Say you’re sorry
Just remember
That this is the end of our story
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Unwanted Emotions: Poem
PoetryThis poem is basically about how second chances don't really always work out and how tough it can be to let go of the things you know.