here you come again

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Here you come again
Just like Many times
I absorbed the pain of waiting
I sat by the mirrow and painted My full lips with a bright inviting red
The mascara poped out My eyelines
The bronzer shines My chubby chicks so graciously
And
The lump in My throat traveled up to My head
And i could feel it swelling
A second before it burst out
Just like many times of us
I heard a knock on My  door
And here you are again

The sight of you standing watered down My whole system
And i couldnt help but let out a tender smile
Then you laughed
And i laughed too

Thinking about My genial lord
He is Nothing compareable to you
Though you both wear camouflag
He wears green
You have milk shade
You hold me so loosely
He sticks tight to me
You give mostly My tears of pain
He gives me that laughter and joy
When i turn round My lonely world
You seem a million miles away
But Whenever i turn in My  pain
To My fading world he sparks up colors
He is always there for me day by day
You only here the days you chose
And how i still love you instead of him i cant answer.
For all i know the heart is frail
It makes decisions it cant defend
Looking into your eyes , i did a million times , But to tell your love or tell your deciet i failed to do.
For i all i know
When you bend over and gave me that lengthy brief hug i felt so warm and safe within But When you part i felt so  cold like the middle of december in the blazing heat of april.
For all i know your lips are so alcoholic
Whenever you kiss me you intoxicate me and i cant help But want more and more
Then you seize your supply until im almost sober
Then here you are again
If you staying Then stay through thick and thin
And if you leaving just say your bye now
If you staying , Then stay forever
If you leaving, Then leave forever i have cried all the tears i have
Now it is left for you to chose

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