Before It Hits You

inhuman

I wrote this at the beginning of my junior year. I was dealing with the onset of the depression that would plague me for years to come, and the guilt of breaking up with a boyfriend the year before, who I now had to see for the rest of the school year. Life is hard in high school...

So here you go

Don't you think its funny, that couple words can break our worlds apart?
I’d have never tried it, if i’d have known what it would do to my heart

But here i stand falling to pieces
I cry out loud, and try to believe it
I don't wanna fall in love.
My heart already hurts enough

Don't you think its funny, that a couple notes can tear a song apart
I can't hear past the music, i wish the beat would reboot my heart

But here i stand falling to pieces
I cry out loud, and try to believe it
I don't wanna fall in love.
My heart already hurts enough

I'm inhuman. Ive got metal in my blood
I'm inhuman. This battery’s a bust
I'm inhuman. I wont last another day
I'm inhuman. Created to slay

But here i stand falling to pieces
I cry out loud, and try to believe it
I don't wanna fall in love.
My heart already hurts enough

My hands were made to kill
My eyes burn through you
Breaking hearts is my skill
I wish you only knew
I'm inhuman, born to break hearts
But i don't wanna break your heart