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Just recently I've discovered I have feelings for my best friend, Byun Baekhyun.  By recently I mean I've always known I had feelings toward him.  They were always there.
We've known each other since we were five and have been friends since then. 

I just have this slight problem, well problems that have been stopping me from telling him how I feel.

Ruining our friendship and his 3 year boyfriend
Chanyeol
I've always envied him, he has the looks, the body, the kindness and my Baekie. 

Whenever I'm with Baekhyun Chanyeol is almost always there, it's so hard not to lash out on him though. 

I know I sound pathetic..

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"Xiumin?"

Snapping out of my thoughts I shook my head then looked to where the soft calm voice had came from. 

Baekhyun..

His smile, his sweet innocent smile he always flashes at me, staring directly into my heart, punching me hard in the face.

"Ah~ sorry Baekie I must have spaced out.." I apologized to him drifting my gaze away from the perfection before me. 

I wonder how long I was lost in thought?  Embarrassing...

"It's fine.." he said sweetly causing me to look back at him.  "I should get going now though, Chanyeol is waiting for me." 

With that Baekhyun sat up from where he had been sitting, waved goodbye then left. 

That damn Chanyeol always taking my Baekie from me...

One day I'll get him for myself.

Sighing loudly due to frustration I also sat up, shuffling into my kitchen for a light snack before I hit the hay.  It was only 6:30 pm but I was tired and maybe sleep would get my mind off Baekhyun and his nut job of a boyfriend.
Yeah...  Sleep will do the trick. 

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It's been about 30 minutes that I've been laying in bed trying my best to fall asleep, but every time I close my eyes Baekhyun comes back to thought.  Maybe some music can help..

Reaching over to my bedside table I grabbed my phone and earbuds, putting them in my ears the song 'me like yuh' by Jay Park had come on.

"Ah~ I shall now get some sleep.."  exhaling softly, I closed my eyes for the tenth time finally being somewhat relaxed I fell deep asleep. 

Goodnight Baekie...

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