A dangerous hope(jhope)

Tears

Your pov.

I left from there. I just ran .. ran from pain, tears, love from everything. I didn't know what was happening with myself. I just ran till i reach a lake. It was peaceful. I sat on the bench, close my eyes breathing deeply. I haven't feel it since days. "I'm fed up from life i wish someone was with me. Someone i can talk with, someone i can hug and cry" i said as tears came from my eyes. "I'm here" i heard someone said.  I look back and i saw  jin standing and smiling. He walked to me and he placed his bag full of vegetables on the bench. He then sat next to me and place his hands on my hands. As soon as he hold my hand i cried.  "what happen?" Jin asked "i-i left from there and now I'm confused.  I don't know what to do" jin took a deep breath and spoke

"Choose whatever is better for you and hoseok" jin said

"I just don't love him and hoseok gave me the permission to leave " i said

"Do you really dislike him? I guess there were some good moment spend with him" jin said . As soon as he said that, all the good moments i had with him came flashing in my mind.

Flashback

I was standing on the balcony looking at the birds flying freely and playing happily with each other. This made me remember of myself when i used to be free like them. Looking at them made my tears fall by itself.

I felt a hand on my shoulder. I already knew whom it was.

"What you are looking at babe?"  He asked me.

"Looking at the freedom which the birds have and i don't " i said

He sigh and hold my shoulder making me face him. " babe, we already talked about it and you know that I'm not going to do it." He said

"BUT I WANT MY FUCKING FREEDOM DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND THAT!!" I push him and  start crying.

"I promised that I'm going to keep you happy and I'll do anything for you. I have decided that we will go on a tour just to make you happy. "  he said smiling.

"B-but" tears were falling as much as before  (lol guys i meant to say i cried even more.. sorry)

Hoseok's face started changing. He became sad.

"Y/n, you know i love you, i love you very very much. My sentiments are too much for you neither i can't forget you nor let you go. I'm helpless... I'm sorry." Hoseok said and grab me by my chin and slowly tilt my head and start kissing me gently.

I was very angry at him. I wanted to push him but something was stopping me from doing it.. maybe? I love him?

End of flashback.

I felt someone nudging me.

"Y/n, y/n, y/n!!!" Jin screamed

"WHAT?"  I reply with an annoyed face.

"Why were you smiling huh?" He smirk.

"N-nothing" i reply stuttering.

"So what have you decide?" He asked

"Im going with you" i said smiling.

"REALLY?" he said and quickly hug me.

"Okay let's go now" i said as i took the bags of vegetables from him and we walked down the park (Jimin XD).

Hello my beautiful readers.  I'm sorry for the late update. Actually i was busy and.. lazy😅. So here is an update for you. I hope you like it bye^^ saranghae!

P.s: my friend debsss129 helped me in writing this chapter. She is also writing her first book.  You can check it out it's awesome😉