A Beautiful Silver (Analogical)

New Here (Chapter one)

N/A trigger warning abusive relationship

Virgil's P.O.V.

I'm in bit of a pickle here. You see I start school in 5 hours, it's two am, but this is the first time I have ever go to a public school. No I'm not rich I'm a foster kid that refused to go to a public school since I have "doll eye" Which is when I cry my eyes get a silver, doll like film over it after crying. What truly sucks is that the film does not leave my eyes for about 24 hours. I always had my foster parents teach me. My brother, Deceit, on the other hand has always gone to public schools even though he has scar tissue from a burn on his right side of his face, his eye is even yellow due to the nerves being messed up. Back to school I have been crying because of my Boyfriend. Yes I'm gay I very gay. My boyfriend Remy promised that we would go to the movies. When we got there their was a lot of people and I got very anxious and started panicking, you would think that Remy, being my boyfriend, he would comfort me. No he took me to the bathroom and yelled at me but he didn't mean any of it he never does. After the movie was over he took me to my special place in a field and we stargazed. He apologize for everything and told me he loved me for me and he took me home and kissed me goodbye. So you might be wondering why I was crying about him after I got out of the shower I checked my phone and saw he texted me I got very happy, but... the message was:

Sleep<3: hey you busy I just dropped off my cry baby of a boyfriend and I'd like to forget him.

Sleep<3: same time as last time at your place?

Sleep<3: I've got the condoms.

The last message got me. He had been cheating on me and he called me a cry baby, after that my anxiety hit and it hit hard I cried all night. He was the reason I was finally going to school and he's just been using me. I want to end it but I was scared. I loved him very much and didn't want what we had to end.

I checked the time, 3:30am
Well I might as well try to get some sleep. I put on my radio and drifted to a quiet slumber.

Beep Beep Beep

"Ughhh" I turn off my alarm clock and get up, walking to the bathroom to shower. After my shower I put on a Fall Out Boy hoodie and black ripped jeans and look in the mirror

"Virg hurry up you take longer than most females do" Deceit yells through the door.

"I'm going, I'm going hold on" I grab my eye liner and sunglasses and leaves the bathroom.

"Thank... Wait have you been crying" My brother questions.

"No I'm fine hurry or Brendan is gonna be pissed. " I walk back to my room and put my eye liner on and then the glasses.

"Vargas, Deceit let's go hurry up!" My foster dad yells, he never gets my name right. I run down the stairs and jumped in to Brendan's truck and had to sit in the middle see because I'm the smallest. Deceit got in and put in his headphones and we left. Brendan is an ok guy, he's not a drunk or on drugs, he has never abused any of the foster kids he takes care of, but there is only one thing a bout him most dislike, he's a big homophobe. Which is an issue for me of course. I haven't told him the only person that knows is my brother and my boyfriend of course. We stop and we get out. "Don't forget I'm not picking you boys up so your walking home." He yells as he's leaving.

"Here Virg I'll take you to the office then your home room ok?" Deceit said as he started walking. I quickly followed him as I looked around. 'There is a lot of students here' I think to my self as I get just a bit anxious. "Here we are lil bro" Deceit opens the door to the office.

"Hello you must be our new student! Virgil Sanders? Am I correct? " A very hyper girl asked.

"Y-yes t-that's me" I stutter out. "Hi let me get your stuff together" She said as she ran around the office getting stuff.

"Here you go Virgil we have three minutes till the bell so take this pass your teacher knows that your going to be late don't take to long" She said as she was pushing me out of the office.

"Deceit?" I whisper. He left me wow what a brother ok my home room is on the third floor. "Oh god the third floor shit" I say to myself as I start walking. When I get to the class room I'm five minutes late. Ok Virgil just breathe your gonna do just fine it's not like it's the middle of the year at your first public school it's fine. I knock on the door lightly. The door opened and I walked in.

Author note

So this is the first chapter sorry if any thing is spelled wrong

Virgil: wow such an eventful day so far

Adrian: I don't want any sass from you right now do you wanna end it?

Virgil: what ever... See you nerds later