Just For Fans [Jikook]

Chapter five

"The dumbest thing ever is when you both love each other but aren't together."

Unexpected offer

It's the unexpected that changes our lives. I had no idea why I was sitting in front of my manager in his room along with Jungkook. I was trying my best to avoid looking at him.

"Jimin-ah, Jungkook-ah I called you both here to talk about an important matter".

I nodded because of the seriousness in Sejin hyungs voice.

"Do you both know what jikook is?"

Jikook? Wth is that? Is it some kind of dance? Due to the silence from Jungkook I knew he didn't understand as well.

"It's a ship name for both of you. The Ji from Jimin and kook from Jungkook."

"Ship name? For b-both of u-us." I heard a whisper from the maknae

Sejin hyung continued.
"It's becoming quite popular in Twitter and other social sites. It would make more people notice bangtan. So we would like you to act a bit affectionate and close towards each other."

I felt my heart thump in my chest. My eyes widened and I began to sweat.

"Can you do this?" Sejin hyung questioned. I saw Jungkook nodding from my peripheral vision.

What will Taehyung think about this?
Will I be a setback in their relationship?
Am I going to destroy their love?

"What about you Jimin?"

I looked into Sejin hyungs eyes.

"I need some time hyung. Is it okay if I tell you about my decision tomorrow?"
"Ok Jimin-ah. You both can go now, I've some work to do."

"Thank you hyung" I whispered before walking to the dorm.

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I jumped when I heard a hand slam on the kitchen counter beside me. I thought no one was in the dorm?

I looked up to see Jungkook standing beside me.

"Ju-j-jungkook-ah?"I stuttered.

"Look hyung, you have to forget what happened in the past. We have to do something for the promotion of our group. Not we but you. You have done nothing to help the group. You are fat. All you do is sleep and eat. You better give a positive response tomorrow." Jungkook shouted at me.

I felt a sharp pain in my heart when his words hit me.

"I know Jungkook-ah. I know. I'm just useles-"

"That is no-"

"It's alright I will say okay tomorrow" a bitter smile adorned my features as I forced myself to keep all the tears in my eyes.

"Mianhae for worrying you Jungkook-ah." I whispered before running upstairs into my room and locking the door behind me.

I took the lighter from my drawers. Settling on the bed I pulled down my shorts to reveal my fat thigh. I brought the lighter close to my skin relaxing when I felt the familiar burning on my thighs.

You have to forget what happened in the past........

You have done nothing to help the group......

All you do is eat and sleep.....

You are fat.......

No matter how much you crush me, no matter how much you wound me, no atter how much you insult me, no matter how much you hate me,

I still love you Jungkookie

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"Are you sure you can handle this Jiminah? There may be some intimate moments." Sejin hung asked me with a doubtful note in his voice.

"I'm sure I can manage this hyung. It's a simple task. I have to go now members are waiting for me. We have dance practice. See you later hyung." I said cheerfully faking my famous my smile.

I walked away from our manager with a heavy heart thinking about what I am going to do next.

I am going to talk to tae.

One may think this is easy seeing that Tae is my best friend.

But talking to your best friend about being touchy with his boyfriend is not an easy task.

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Whew. That took a long time.
Plz wait for the next update.
Not proofread.

~Haz~