Just For Fans [Jikook]

Chapter three

"My silence spoke a thousand words but you never heard them"

Helping Hand

<<JIMIN POV>>

Hiding from a person who is living in the same dorm and who also is a band member is a very difficult thing.

It's been a week since I've been ignoring Yoongi hyung. We all were busy for our comeback which is in 2 weeks and all of us also have solo songs in the new album.

I walked into the silent dorm I had just finished the shooting of the MV of my solo song lie.

I was so exhausted all I wanted to do was get some sleep. I walked upstairs and was creeping past the room of the one I've been avoiding the entire week when I felt an arm pulling my wrist.

I quickly looked up to see the angry look on Yoongi hyung's face before he pulled me into his room.

"Hyung... "
"Stop whining Jimin. Now tell me what happened last week." He hissed at me and sat on a chair.

I settled myself on his bed and pulled my knees upto my chest and told him what I saw last week. I felt a tear slip from my eyes.

"Jiminie you need to fight for him if you like him this much." He sat near me and pulled me in for a hug.

"I can't hyung, I can't hurt Taehyungie he is my best friend." I sobbed into his chest.

"Where is that best friend when you need him? He hasnt even looked whether you're alive since he's been with Jungkook." Yoongi hyung scoffed

I felt a familiar pain slash through my heart at the mention of his name.

"No hyung, don't blame Taehyung he has the right to stay with his loved one"

I am the one to blame.
I am not good enough.
I don't deserve anything.

"But Jiminie-"
"No hyung it's ok just let me stay here till I calm down" I whimpered into his shirt.

I'm so glad that there is someone like Yoongi hyung to listen to my problems. Yoongi hyung has been there for me from the beginning. He knew everything, from him breaking me to me cutting myself. He has helped me a lot in the past and expect he'll help me in the future.

Tangled in my thoughts I hadn't realised that I was getting sleepy.

"You are too good for this harsh world Jiminie. You don't deserve this" I heard someone whisper near my ear before I blacked out.

I slowly opened my eyes, realising that I was back in my room.
Yoongi hyung must have carried me.
I ran a hand through my disheveled hair and looked at the clock to realise that it was almost dinnertime.

I stumbled down the stairs into the living room and saw the rap line sitting on the couch and watching TV.

Yoongi hyung smiled at me when he saw me I tried to smile back but failed miserably. I ignored the look of concern on his face and walked into the kitchen.

"Hyungieee.... "
"Jiminieeee..... " Jin hyung whined back at me.
"Hyung where is Taehyungie?" I took a piece of carrot and popped it into my mouth.

"Yaaah" He swatted my hands away. "I think he and Jungkook went on a date"

The hint of the smile on my face vanished as soon as it had come.

"Are you ok Jimin? You look pale."
"Oh. I'm ok hyung. I just came to tell you that I already ate dinner before and I'm going to bed." I wished him goodnight and was going upstairs when I heard a growl behind me.

"Jimin... "

"Yoongi hyung? "

He pulled my arm into the toilet and locked the door.

"When did you last eat and don't try to lie to me Jimin. "

"Ummm... Yesterday? " I whispered confused because I really couldn't remember when I last ate. I remember eating that apple two days ago.

"Jimin... " Yoongi hyung sighed. "You need to eat. "

"But hyung-"
"No more buts you are eating dinner that's it. "He said as he dragged me into the kitchen and made me sit on a chair.

Well I guess I have no choice but to eat.
"But remember you have to bear the consequences Jimin"I thought to myself.

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So I was thinking maybe I should stop writing Author's note coz there's no one reading this book.

It's making me look stupid.

~Haz~