Never Again (Ninjago Fanfiction)

Im not sure..continue?..

I don't think I can do this anymore, guys.... I'm not sure..

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Fuck it, I'm, a disgusting, stupid, screw up, all I can ever do is fail someone...

Walking though a long hallway
This is all I ever feel
Pictures

Memories

Spreading dust off old frames.. frames
They hold the pictures inside..
the picture inside ..
Holds..
The picture inside holds more than you think...
It lashes out at you ...
As it holds and grabs onto you, you stop..

Shivering...
Shaking...
I can't BREATH..
No one can help..
No one wants to help..

They care!
They really do!
Just remember that!

Oh, how I do..
Every...fucking..time..
Each time...
the times..

You leave me..
To die..
To rot..
Leave me...

Sometimes people run, so they can be chased...
Feeling the adrenaline keeps them.. alive..
The hope it gives them.. to stay alive
To feel.. alive..

Hoping...
Trusting...
Calling...
CRYING..

Feel the warm embrace.. the tug on your sleeve..
Oh how clueless..
Oh,

OH, How clueless..you really are..

Why can't you see..
yet, please don't see..
I feel yet,
I don't...
How can this make me just fall more in love with you?...

I love you!

No..
Stop..
Stop..saying..that..
Stop..
STOP
STOP!!!

I love you

STOP

I shriek but no one can hear me..
it's better that way..
why should they...
They don't..
They never do..
What do they care?..
They don't ..
and I'm happy

Am I really though?

What is happiness
I know love
Do I really?
Yes I do!!
No..

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The picture moves..you let go..
But it always comes back..

Anxiety

It's sad for people to have, we must help them,

.... I love you....

No, Anxiety is my friend.. they help me..
Unlike someone who could never..

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The picture moves.. it shifts.. it curves.. shaping into the past...the reality..showing how..

Awful you are..