Thug Love ( Book 3 ) ~ YBN Nahmir

Chapter 6 ~ Giving Up .

Nahmir POV

Man this so hard to take in . Naomi was the Love of a nigga life and to see her leave was heart breaking as hell .

Well , I left . But still man .. It's not the same wit out her

Yeah we broke up , and I swear to God man .. She could've done better for what she did , it broke my heart hearing Shorty say she got raped .

But why even talk , swim or have a drink with the nigga ?

So she basically cheated .

I mean ,, we do got a child together & shit ..

But Naomi gotta understand , my feelings matter to . When I'm out the country do I cheat ? No Shorty , I keep all to myself for who ?

YOU .

& For her to do that was just ... Unbelievable 

I was at home when she called the day before Yesterday .

I still can't believe this man ,, I need Naomi to survive . By this point I feel like I lost everybody man .

From my Momma , My Bro's now Naomi .

When Life gone get better ? I might as well give up by now cause this shit prolly ain't ever gone change .

Ion even go see Faith . Only time I see her is when the niggas or India got her .

Brea ,, her attitude is another story & Lex ? 

She swear I did some shit I ain't . Like Naomi ass cheated on ME ! Nahmir .

So why the fuck she making it seem like , I did some shit to her Bestfriend ?

Shits not adding up right .

" Ay you good ? "

I'm at one of the trap houses .

Only place that would take my mind off shit .

" For now "

" Bro you and Naomi gotta get past this and communicate "

" Nigga this shit ain't easy "

I blew the smoke out , honestly .. I ain't been doing good

I mean , like the music ? I do it when I feel like it which is most of the time .. Never 

" I never said it was easy Nahmir , life's not easy itself but it don't give up on itself does it ? "

Was this a actual point ?

" Ion know man , I just .. I ain't the same wit out Naomi , she was the definition of life "

Damn 😪 , what the fuck did I just say ?

" And I get that Bro , but ya'll gotta to get through ya'll heads ya'll grown now put all that kiddy shit behind ya'll back and focus on what's important . She made a mistake Nahmir it's normal , focus on eachother and put it aside "

" Glizzy it ain't that simple "

" So how tough is it Nahmir "

" It's tough nigga , Naomi been here since when ? Day one man . She the realist one my team and for her to fall back and do some tardy shit like that cut a nigga deep down inside "

" Damn ion know what other way to say this "

" Say it the best cause Ian going no where "

" I mean I know that Nahmir .. You right , Naomi have been here since day one , she been down for you and allat . You love her enough to forgive her and I know that cause you can't quit talking bout her . You got so much love built up inside for Naomi it's hard not to forgive her "