Heart Beats | hyungwon

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"Your dad is coming to see you." Father seemed to have trouble saying those words. He couldn't look at me in the eye. And I wouldn't judge him at all. "He will come here this weekend."

I don't know how I should feel about this. I never met my dad before... I don't know how he is. Maybe, this is a good thing. Right?

Me and hyungwon walked upstairs, I went with him to his room, since I was forced. Hyungwon looked sad. He had those adorable puppy eyes, and his lips slightly pointing downwards. Aigooo his so cute.

"Are you ok?" I asked, a bit concerned. He looked at me, the. Away. Is he sad because I'm leaving? That's problably it. But we will still see each other at school.

"I don't want you to go..." He murmured.

"Aigooo... Do you want a hug?" I offered, my hands extended. He looked at me and gave me a slight michiveaus smile. He walked towards me and hugged me back. His body curved down so that he could rest his bed on my shoulder. I could feel him breathing. Why are his hugs so filling. "Hyungwon...." I murmured.

"Yes?" He whispered. But he didn't let go. He was holding on into the hug. My heart raced.

"I... You... You're making me confused." I pushed him away to Cath my breath. I could finally breath again. I listened carefully to my heart, it was still beating. But is it beating for him? I don't know what love is. I never felt such a feeling.

I know, I thought bad about boys. And I hated them. But, I think when I met hyungwon... I started changing my ways of thinking. Hyungwon is different from other boys. But this difference could effect my whole life... My future. "What is love?" I asked. And maybe, that question I should ignore. I shouldn't have said it.

"What is love? Do you not know such feeling?" He asked and laughed a little. He walked towards me. Every step was closer. My heart beat quickened. As he walked towards me, I walked backwards. I reached the wall and hyungwon trapped me, putting his hands on the wall. "Love makes your heart beat fast." He whispered in my ear.

My heartbeat quicken. "You feel your body shiver." He continues, running his finger through my face.

I pushed him away. "Wh-what are you doing!" I whispered shouted. But he hugged me, he hugged me tightly.

"Whoa, so your heart does beat for me."