Invisible Heart☯clifford

Part 10

   We watched Insidious chapter3, I got to say that scared the crap out of me, but Micheal was so serious and concentrated. Most of the time he was making fun of the actress,actor,and the kid.I kept biting the sleeve of my sweater then taking the dark blue nail polish off my nails with my teeth as a distraction whenever there was a suspensful scene.

 "Funniest thing ever" Micheal says putting his jacket on

"You're leaving" i say eating a lolipop that i found on one of the sides of the coushions

"Yeah...i think it's 4:20 a.m." he says eyeing me

"Okay see you tommorrow" i say

 Micheal took out his phone and called someone as he approached the door,I bet he had a girlfriend or that pixie girl from lunch.

"Bye" he says waving as the door closed behind him.

 I dont what went through my mind but i decided to follow my heart, I followed Him to this house far from where i live.I sneaked into the back of the house ,a girl with ice blonde that reached her hips greeted him with an intense kiss,he picked her up taking his shirt off.I couldnt see that any longer,i was jealous because i was expierncing a mix of emotions.I know Micheal and are friends and he wants to be friends but i dont know if that is possible,But i promised myself i wouldnt fall for any guy that i cross paths with.I imagined myself it was me instead of the blonde kissing him and getting to roam his body ,but immediatley ripped that thought and started walking home.

 The next morning i got a call from Ron.

"Hey Zoe" 

"whats up Ron, is Kaila okay?" i say putting my jeans for school

"Yeah she's doing fine...but Mums sending her to an all girl boarding school in new zealand" he says

My heart sank and tears ran down my face.

"Really...but why is she doing that she's living with me,im responsible,studious,and well raised" i say putting on my blue weather jacket.

"You are but Mum thinks she needs to be away from boys and parties and everything that temps her to wrong doings,especially sex,your not the problem Zoe" Ron  says in a serious and grown up tone for the first time or at least the first time i hear him speak like that.

"Okay i understand...i want to see her" i say pouring some coffee into a cup

"Yes you can...um you can visit her at room 712 at the Gold coast Hostital" he says

"Great, thanks" i say hanging up.

 I couldn't stop thinking about Micheal , i was raging with anger, and jealousy inside, he can do whatever he wants with his life. I cant just let a kiss change the way i act around him,or think about,im not that kind of girl that is desperate for a boyfriend.

  I had Pre Calculus with Mr.Wilson,the second most perverted human being i'll ever know,He always has either a dirty or sexual joke at the end of class.He should be fired.

"Students I have mighty paperwork to do,i'll be handing out packets for you to complete" Mr.Wilson says sitting in his chair and adjusting his tie.

 Everyone groaned at Mr.Wilsons statement as he smiled.I sat by the window, I saw the cars pass by,then strangers pass,then Micheal came in through the door of the class. I mantained my cool,and I was suprisingly good at it.He came in the awkward silence of the classroom,looking for a seat until he spotted one that happened to be right in back of me. I suddenley noticed he had three deep hickies on his neck, I started digging my nail on the bottom of the desk until my nail broke.He looked at me with his bloodshot eyes as he walked down the row to take his seat.I felt pretty uncomfortable knowing he was sitting behind me because what if i did an embarrassing move,I had a low self esteem at that moment. 

  I had started working on the packet for 20 minutes until i felt a tap on my shoulder,Micheal stared at me then gave me a note, i notice he had ring on his thumb. I took the note and carefully read: You're such a wierdo...i know you followed me to that house.In case you're wondering how I found out ,you left your white sweater in the back of the house.  I laughed but then embarrassed I wrote back a plain Sorry   on the back of the paper and gave it to him,I heard him crumble it. At first I thought he was mad at me but then I heard him laugh,so it was fine. 

 "Ms.Jackman can you please tell why are you laughing and what are you passing around with Mr.Clifford?" Mr.Wilson says making everyone turn around and stare.

 "Of course, i was laughing because Micheal gave me a note saying that he had sex with this Hobo chic maybe a prostitute at an abandonned house,and i followed him so he's complaining why i did." I said looking at Mr.Wilson with a blank look.

"Please sit down Zoe" He said sitting back down.

   Everyone laughed of course,I turned around to look at Micheal but he just pretended to work on his packet. I felt bad but I felt like I let out all the anger by doing that,so that was good. The bell rang,Micheal was the first one to get out, I could tell he was pissed off.I followed him but I couldn't catch up to him because it was crowded with people getting to their lockers,I saw him go down stairs to the basement. When I finally got to the basement, I saw him on his phone sitting on the floor,I sat next to him.

" Im sorry" I say putting my hair to my side

"Yeah" he says putting his phone in his in his pocket,getting his books

  He was starting to leave,I had unexplainalbe feelings for him and I wanted him to know that and i didnt care if he rejected me aslong he had that information in his mind.I reached for his wrist and pulled to me, I gentley put my fingers on his lips and kissed him,he kissed me and I felt like all of those feelings make butterflies in my stomach. I reached to touch his hair and felt it between my fingers,He put his hand on the back of my neck and pulled my body closer to his.I felt his smile under  my lips.