Chapter 1

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Emma has moved into a big new house and she lives with her bestfriends Abigail, Kassandra, and Daisy. Abigail has studied biology in college and in the future was going to find new species of animals. Kassandra has been on her 3rd year in college and engaged to the love of her life named Daniel, and he works as a baseball player at the Los Angeles Dodgers. Daisy has been studying about her dream job in writing and in a relationship with Glenn. Emma has been studying her dream career and came up with her own study of a different type of autism. They all did their majors at UCLA (University of
California Los Angeles). They were living the dream and on their way to their friend, Sally's party. Emma had her hand on her stomach and looked nauseous, Abigail took notice. "Hey are you feeling okay? You look sick" Abigail said. "Yeah I am a little sick, but when we get to the party I'll feel better" Emma said. "It's okay, Sally will understand, let's just take you home" Kassandra said. "No but I don't wanna ruin your day, just leave me at the house and you go have fun" Emma said. "Are you sure?" Daisy asked. Emma nodded with a smile, then Daniel turned the car around and headed back to the house. When they made it, Emma went inside and could barely go up the stairs. Emma took some medicine then changed into some gray sweatpants and a big gray college hoodie and went to sleep. Emma woke up by the sound of knocking and looked at her phone and noticed she only slept for 30 minutes. She started hurrying downstairs as the knocking started sounding impatient. She slowly looking through the peephole on her door.
She noticed it was a guy holding flowers. She looked at his face and her jaw dropped. She opened the door. Austin had a big smile on his face. Austin and Emma knew each other when they were 13, and they dated, but it didn't go so well, he broke her heart really bad, and she was surprised to see him. "What are you doing here?" Emma asked. "I came to see you, how have you been?" Austin asked. "How did you get my address?" Emma asked. "I really wanted to see you, and I missed you so much that I asked Kassandra where you lived. Do you not want me here?" Austin asked. "No, you just surprised me a little that's all. W-why after 10 years you decide to talk to me again" Emma said. "Because I wanted a fresh start, can I come in?" Austin asked. Emma sighed and stepped aside to let Austin in. "Listen, I just didn't know what I was thinking when I did that, I was 13 and mad with love and jealousy, but I love you" Austin said with a smile. Emma was lost. "You love me?" Emma asked pointing at herself. "Well yeah, I do" Austin said getting closer to Emma. "I should've told you earlier, I'm just a little shy" Austin said. Emma and Austin were so close. Emma was looking at Austin's lips the whole time.
"Well, I love you too" Emma said looking up at Austin's dark brown eyes. "Why?" Austin asked in a low voice. He was so close, Emma could feel him breathing. "Because I never stopped, I wanted to deny it but I couldn't" Emma said. Then Austin kissed Emma. Their lips were moving with a sync. The kiss turned into a make-out. Austin picked up Emma by her waist, they made their way upstairs and into Emma's room. Austin layed Emma on the bed without breaking the kiss. Austin made his way down her neck. "I'm not sure about this" Emma said breaking the silence. "Why, we love each other" Austin said. "Yeah but what if this turns into an actual relationship" Emma said standing up. "For me that would be amazing, because then we could start all over again and even be together much, much longer than before, don't you want that?" Austin asked. "I mean of course" Emma said. "Well then" Austin said.
Austin grabbed her hand and pulled her onto his lap. They kissed again, and stayed in Emma's room all night. 4 hours later and Emma's friends came back from the party. Daisy went to check on Emma. She slightly opened the door and saw Emma and Austin cuddling and sleeping. Daisy smiled and closed the door. She went downstairs. "We did it" Daisy whispered trying not to yell. "Yes" Kassandra said trying not to scream. "Well I'm a little tired, let's go to sleep" Abigail said while yawning. Daisy and Abigail went to one room because they share it. "Bye Daniel, love you" Kassandra said and kissed him. "Love you too" Daniel smiled and left. Kassandra went to her room.
Emma's P.O.V: I can't believe Austin showed up. I don't know what to do. He's hugging me... I love it. I love his kisses, I want to kiss him again. But then out of nowhere, I remember what he did. I remember he broke my heart, I also remembered when we dated, how happy he made me feel. I started crying, I don't know if it was happy or sad tears. "Are you okay?" Austin asked. "Yeah I'm fine, I don't know why I'm crying" I lied. "I'm worried you don't feel the same way like I do" Austin said. "No I do, I-I just got a flashback from the past, the way you hurt me, but I also remembered how you made me happy, and I just started crying out of nowhere" I said looking down. Austin didn't say anything. I looked up and he was crying too. "I'm sorry I caused you so much pain. I guess love and jealousy can drive people crazy, I regretted it the moment I found out you and Tyler were just friends" Austin said then he looked down. I cupped my hands on his face and picked it up, then kissed him. I felt his tears on my face.

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