Peace or Pieces (an AU)

The Beginning of the End: Part 1

Hey guys. I'm back with another chapter of heartbreak. I wanted to give a shout out to Gabby Wilhelm for drawing some amazing pictures. She is a truly amazing friend and an even better artist. They will be put up on the last chapter. The one up above is not hers. I found that on Pinterest. I also wanted to give a shout out to those of you who have read my story. Love you guys and thank you because it means a lot to me. Anyways, I do not own Voltron or any of it's characters. If I did, my main ship would have sailed by now. Also, are any of y'all pissed that klance didn't happen in season 5? I was hoping for a confession at least. Sorry, I just needed to rant. Let us dive back into the heartache.

Keith's POV

"I hate you" I said. I couldn't stand those eyes. They were exactly like mine, just as dull and just as dark. "Why, what did I do" he asked with tears in his eyes. "You think you know me. You know too much about me already, why don't you mind your own business" I said. And with that, I walked away. I could hear Lance whimpering in the background. He doesn't have a clue about what it means to be depressed.

I just couldn't stand it. He has those eyes, but he can still joke around and smile as if he doesn't have a care in the world. He doesn't get to have those eyes. His doesn't get to be depressed. I bet his biggest problem is having too much drama with his friends. That kid called me out and acted like he was better than me. I cut because I am abused and because it was my fault my mother died. I deserve the pain. I deserve the suffering. All I do is cause problems. All he does is help people. He doesn't know about any real problems. 

I skipped lunch that day. I sat in my third period classroom and thought to myself for a little bit. I was about to walk out of school when something crazy happened. Lance walked in. "You, I'm pissed and I want answers, now!" he yelled. What the hell?

Lance's POV

"I hate you" he said. What the hell? I asked him not to clip his wings and he blew up at me. "Why, what did I do" I asked. Shit, I was starting to cry. "You think you know me. You know too much about me already, why don't you mind your own business" he said. He walked away. I began whimpering. why do I have to ruin everything

As soon as he couldn't see me, I sank to my knee's and began to cry. What is wrong with me? Why am I so fucking stupid. I just fucked up my chances with him. All of a sudden, I felt my chest begin to tighten. It felt like a vice, squeezing the life out of me. Everything began to come crashing down on me. All the dark thoughts. That black pit I run from everyday suddenly became deeper and wider and I couldn't escape it. I fell into darkness with one last thought. Maybe I deserve to die.

10 minutes later

"Lance, lance, can you hear me. Please wake up. I need you" said a voice. I opened my eyes. I realized that I was in the school nurses office. I looked to my left and saw a hand holding my own. It was pidge. "Hey buddy" I said as I slowly made my way up. "what happened, how'd I get here" I asked. "I found you laying in the hallway, luckily, no one else was there to see. Anyways, I picked you up and carried you to the school nurse. She said you hyperventilated and fainted" they explained. I nodded, put on a smile, stood up, and walked out. I was pissed and I wanted answers.

I checked the front office and my second period classroom. He wasn't there. Then I got the idea to check all of his classrooms. I looked through each door and I finally found him. I was gonna get some answers. I was pissed. I found him in his 3rd period classroom. "You, I'm pissed and I want answers now!" I yelled.

He looked at me in confusion. Then it turned into rage. He slowly stood up and walked forward. All my rage came up at once and I began to walk forward as well. We were suddenly standing so close I could feel his breath on my neck, me being taller than him. I grabbed him by the collar. "What could I have possibly done to deserve your hatred" I asked him. "What do you know? You may have the same eyes as me, but you don't know a damn thing. You are able to smile and laugh and play around without a care in the world. What do you know about having bottles thrown at you everyday? What do you know about waiting in your room until your father comes home to beat you? What do you know about being hated just for being gay? What do you know about discrimination and guilt and regret and self hatred? What do you know about having no one to be there for you? What do you-" I cut him off and pulled him close. We were even closer than before. "Be quiet. I am here for you and I will always be there for you. I will be your home when you don't have anywhere to turn to" I told him. He was cold. So cold. In that moment, I made a decision. I would just ignore my problems. He is all that matters now. He looked at me with eyes full of hurt and anger, our faces only centimeters apart now. I leaned in. Our lips touched and he lit a fire inside of me. He kissed me back. We only pulled apart when we needed air. "Keith, I am your home now. Will you accept the key to my heart" I asked him. "Yes. Of course I will" he said. I kissed him one more time before heading down to lunch. He came with me, my hand holding onto his.

I have been wanting to do this chapter for a while. The first few chapters weren't quite as good as this one in my opinion. Tell me your opinion in the comment section below. For those of you that understand the picture up above, I found it very cute. Please tell me if I should change it because I don't know what it means. Also, please tell me what it means. I'm curious and too lazy to look it up