" I hate you so much you couldn't imagine how much " I sneered at him. To be quite honest I did not now how to react to things like this. I've never been in a relationship before I'm all new to this. Of course I'm mad but.
" Does it look like I care " he said carelessly. I really wanted to slap his face but when I get angry all hell breaks lose. One time I punched a guy in the throat for calling me an attention whore that likes to slit her wrists for fun. Should I slap him or punch him until he bleeds out. No that would cause me to go to jail and that would not be good at all.
" Why would you do this Ethan what have I ever done to you " I said in a strangely calm voice even though I was crying. The best thing for me to do was hide my emotions. I just didn't want him to think i was stupid enough to crawl back to him. The thing is I really want to but this would not be any good for my health. He knew so much about me and its so stupid how much I actually trusted this no good man whore.
"Just drop it okay you meant nothing to me and you never will why would the most popular boy in high school like someone like you." He exclaimed. I didn't want to listen anymore so I left well ran. I mean how could I have been so stupid into thinking he could have fallen for me. So you're probably wondering what I'm talking about let me explain how it all started since day one.
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*beep beep beep beep beep* no I mentally groaned why did today have to be today. It was the first day back to school which I was not looking forward to. I sighed getting out of bed to hop into the shower after brushing my teeth. After my nice short shower I changed into the pierce the veil shirt that was right next to my night stand and grabbing my blacked ripped skinny jeans then putting on my shoes.
"Honey breakfast is ready and you better come down if you don't want to be late" my mother said. I rather be late than go back to a place were you can't be yourself without being judged. See I go to that lame school M.C rockwood high school , mcr for short. It's so gross full of fuckboys and girls who throw themselves to anyone.
"Yes mum ill be down in a bit" I said. I don't really have British accent sadly but I really love the word mum or mother. Mom seems like such a boring word to me.
"So what's for breakfast " I questioned. I didn't even know why I bothered to ask if all she's going to say is cereal. My mum never cooks unless its an important event.
"Same as usual pancakes and orange juice" she answered. These are the moments I think my mother will tell me she's dying or I am. Pancakes were never made in this house most of our food was either microwaved or take outs.
"The usual " I screamed. It was just a shocker to me because she's never done something like this. Maybe she's going to tell me she's dying, yes that's my theory. Or maybe I'm dying but I don't know and somehow she knows.
"mother am I dying " I questioned. I needed to make sure just in case I was. Maybe I gave off signals that I was dying and my mother caught on. Now I'm worried but if I think about I don't have to go to school anymore.
"Do I have to go today " I groaned. School isn't really my thing its full of annoying idiots who try their best to be cool and who has had the most sex.
"Yes and there's no excuses sick or dying ill still make you go."
Great even if I'm dying I still have to go to that hell hole. Real cool mom I bet if you were dying you'd stop working and tell me to get a job.
"Time to go " my mum yelled snapping in front of my face. No I mentally thought as I hopped in to the car. When my mother dropped me off I knew there was no going back unless I ditch.
"Ow you stupid piece of ugh watch were you're going idiot"
I said to the person that bumped into me without looking as I got up. You're probably wondering what I'm talking about
AGAIN well meanwhile I was talking to myself someone
bumped into me. It wouldn't be such a problem but I hate
when people touch me.
"Are you serious, me watch were I'm going?" The idiot boy said. Okay maybe it was my fault too but he should have at least tried watching were he was going. I know I wasn't either but ugh never mind I'll just apologize.
"Yes you okay just stay out of my way "I said still not looking at him. So much for apologizing. Oh well it's how I am.
"Haha your funny do you even know who I am" the idiot said as I glanced up at him. Who cares about him he's nothing but an arse hole.
"Yes I do but you know you don't scare me okay so like I freakin said stay out of my fucken way" I glared at him.
"As I remembered you said stay out of my way not stay
out of my fucken way" he said sarcastically. Now he was just doing it to get on my nerves.The mysterious idiot boy was 'the
most popular boy in our high school' Ethan Hernandez , he
was the star football player in our school which meant he had a
really big label and ego but I didn't really give a damn about
people like him, they were just thick headed dick heads. They thought they owned the school which their 'swag'.
" okay I don't care" I said. A person like me get annoyed really easily so if you push a wrong button I will hate you. Truth is I hate everyone and have not one friend at all unless you count Netflix, books, and food.
"Who even are you anyway I've never seen you here before" he
questioned. At least no one pays attention to me. Some people would be devastated to be me but having attention isn't my thing.
" I've been here since freshman year doofus " I snapped. Who is he really to actually talk to me.
"Really that's just sad do you even have friends" I
don't even know if he was making fun of me or if he was being
serious. The sound of his voice was mockingly so that thing was just making fun of me. Ah who cares that the best thing you could ever do. Or just punch them in face and get in trouble but maybe it will all be worth it.
" don't have friends never will I don't need people " I
mumbled. Can he just leave me alone already. I've never talked to someone this long besides my mum. The longest I've talked this year was 10 minutes. My voice is gross and it sounds terrible and I always look like I'm sick.
"Well now you have a friend " he smirked. Can I hit him with a butter sock. That word sounds disgusting to me it's so gross. It means nothing that word will always be nothing but trash to me. Hey, that means he's trash. Yay me.
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