Sweet Temptations

Chapter 5: Mixed Feelings

Shit what The hell did i just do! Im a stupid fuck up who always ruin nice things for everybody else hoseok is going to kill me when he finds out damn jimin I forgot all about him if he finds out this will kill him most importantly he's really going to kill me what am i going to do now!

"G-good morning" lisa was nervous she couldn't even look me directly in the eyes and i understand her awkwardness because what we did was a big fuck up

So i stood up and got dressed then handed lisa her clothes as well "get dress we need to discuss this" lisa nodded and grabbed her things running to the bathroom to take a shower i sat on the bed rubbing my hands through my hair what did i do i mean I've did a lot of stupid shit through out my life but this has gone too far

I know you might be thinking what about me cheating on taehyung well that's way different our relationship was more like a friendship other than real love i cheated on him just so he could be with the one he so truly loves but this time i really fucked up jimin loves me with all of his heart plus hoseok and me have been friends since diapers and messing with the girl he wants to marry will end up with me in a casket

But why don't i feel guilty? I mean i want to so bad to regret what went down in this hotel room but my body or consciousness wont let me forget nor feel that way in all honesty i feel giddy like i won the lottery im a horrible person

After lisa's shower i drove her to a cafe by the hotel we sat in silence for a while she was looking away shyly twirling her hair and i have to say she was absolutely stunning her light brown eyes shined in the sunlight man i want to kiss her

"Yoongi? You wanted to talk right?" her words brought me out of her trance i looked up at her and almost lost my cool when she bit her lip i know its just a nervous gesture but to me it was sexy as hell

"Y-yeah listen what happened last night i... I want it to continue lisa i want to be with you this may sound crazy but i feel a connection with you like your everything I've been looking for and i know you feel it too" she looked at me as if i grown three heads

"What are you saying! What happened between us was a mistake i-i love hoseok and just because we had sex doesn't mean anything, l-lets just forget this ever happened okay yoongi" what she said broke me a little but i wasn't going to give up that easy i will do anything just to make her mines

"Your lying! I know you want me as much as i want you lisa why cant you just give into me huh? i know you felt a bond when we made love because that sure as hell didn't feel like meaningless sex" lisa looked away from me avoiding my gaze

"No this will never happen" i tilted her head towards me now She was really pissing me

"Tell me you don't want me right now tell me that you don't feel the same way and that you really love hoseok and I'll walk out of that door and out of your life forever so say it! Say it like you mean it!"

"I dont want you! Go ahead and walk out of that door i wouldn't care y-you disgust me" she couldn't look me in the eye when she said that i could see stray tears cascading down her rosy cheeks i pulled away and stood up about to leave but before i could go i turned to her one last time

"Remember when you want to give into your feelings I'll be waiting for you with open arms"

"Leave now!"

After that i left to my hotel room
drinking all my sorrows away

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"Hyung! Wake up we gotta go see taeho i miss my little baby" jimin pouted trying to wake up Hobi but he's a deep sleeper so it was always hard to wake him up jimin crawled on top of him and started to bounce up and down not knowing he was on the older boys crotch

"Hoseok get up!" jimin bounced once more but this time it was harder then before hoseok partially moaned and gripped jimins hips making him blush and hide his face behind his hands now he's really embarrassed hoseok sat up and smiled at his cuteness moving his hands out of his face

"Morning minnie" jimin looked at him and got even more embarrassed when he saw that hoseok didn't have a shirt on

"M-morning hyung" hobi grinned and  pulled jimin by the collar of his hoodie towards his face jimin closed his eyes because they were too close and hoseok just leaned in and kissed his nose both boys started to giggle then hoseok gently pushed him off of his lap and stood up walking towards his closet to look for some clothes to wear

Jimin watched him get dressed cheeks tinted red because this time hoseok was only in his underwear he really wanted to look away because watching someone get dressed was really creepy but he couldn't help it hoseoks body was beautiful something he's never saw before i mean jimins body is sexy too but hoseoks looked as if it was carved from the gods

"Are you going to keep staring at me or are you going to hand me my socks over there" Jimin got up quickly grabbing the half naked boys socks hoseok put them on then went to the bathroom and brushed his teeth after that he put on his shoes ready to go but before they could leave jimin stopped him

"Hobi you buttoned up the shirt wrong" jimin unbuttoned his shirt and rebuttoned the buttons back hoseok was admiring his beauty the whole time for some reason he felt that he wouldn't mind this every morning waking up to his jimins beautiful face and voice

Hoseok pulled him by the collar again but this time he kissed him on the neck, cheek and after that he held his face in place as he pecked his lips gently jimin pulled back and playfully punched him in the chest "ya! Why did you do that hyung"

Hobi hugged him and started to laugh"come on it was just a friendly kiss we used to kiss like that all the time"

"Yeah but not on the lips!" jimin wanted to act serious but he couldn't he really wanted to kiss hoseok again even though he shouldn't he loves lisa like the sister he's never had and yoongi is his lover he could never cheat on the man he loves

"Im sorry minnie i got a little carried away you just look so breath taking" hoseok smiled when jimin giggled at him

"Ok this time i forgive you but do it again and I'll bite your lips off now lets go i want to see taeho"

The car ride was silent Jimin was smiling and thinking to himself how heavenly hoseok lips felt against his, once they arrived taeho was already at the door waiting he ran to the both of he was dressed in a little sailor man costume

"Hyungs!" taeho held jimins legs jimin then dropped down to his level to hug him hobi hugged the both of them hana was standing at the door with a fake smile on her face but this time jimin caught that he didn't like this lady and he sure as hell didn't want his baby to stay here

"Come in boys i have some tea waiting" taeho grabbed both of their hands and pulled them towards the house now he's happy as can be

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Yoongi wishes he was drunk right now he felt cold and alone why is lisa so stubborn why cant she just forget about hoseok and be with him was she scared the he was going to mistreat her but that wasn't a problem because yoongi already found what he's been looking for

He was about to fall alseep maybe even go home but it was a bit too early then he heard a soft knock at his door he opened the door and there she was standing there "let me guess you left your earrings or something?" she shook her head no then finally looked him in the eyes

"I want you, you were right yoongi i can't stop thinking about you even though i want to this is hard and i don't know how to say this but please have me" yoongi smiled then kissed her passionately lisa kissed back this time for real letting all of her emotion she has for him out

When she pulled away he started to kiss on her neck "yoongi are we going to stand out here all day becausd i want to finish this on the bed" suga held her hand pulling her into his room and shut the door with his foot now he can finally be happy

Or so he thought