Chapter 1: Emptiness is Not A Good Feeling

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Weddings one thing that I always loved they make me feel all giddy inside I love how they light up the room but the one thing i love the most is when the bride walks down the isle and she's the center of attention how when she walks in and everyone's quiet admiring her beauty i always wanted that to be the bride to have all eyes on me

That would never happen because the one i love barely loves me back when i tell him that i love him he never says it back he's always too busy for me and sometimes he tells me that the dreams i have are stupid and that i won't achieve them on my own i know, i know why am i still with him and why would i love a man like min yoongi shit it's not like i chose to love him it just happened by accident

Well it all started when i first saw him cry in middle school me and jungkook where in gym glass playing dodge ball and i fell and hurt myself so i had to go to the nurse when i walked there i heard sniffling i peaked into the room and there he was looking like an angel sitting in the window sill crying i thought i was dreaming until he asked me what i was looking at then he threw the box of bandaids at me and ran out of the infirmary

After that i saw him everywhere but i would watch him from a far untill taehyung became friends with him and introduced him to the group that's when we became friends

The first time he ever asked me for advice was when he asked me about dating taehyung that's the day i experienced my first heart break but it was my own fault for not telling him how i felt ahead of time the first time he kissed me was out of anger him and taehyung had a really bad argument and well at the time i was there to comfort him at first it was just small talk and Jokes then out of no where he kissed me and things just went north from there changing our relationship

He used to spoil me now he ignores me as i sit at home waiting for him to come from work sometimes he never comes home those are the nights i cry myself to sleep on the couch to be honest i don't know when everything went wrong i tried everything to make him love me again but nothing worked

I feel empty and lost like im missing a piece of myself that i didn't find yet and it makes me feel depressed that i can do absolutely nothing to make that feeling go away because emptiness is not a good feeling i may smile but behind that smile is a shattered heart that cant be put back together i laugh to keep from crying because really im dying on the inside for someone to notice me or something! but everyone has their own problems to deal with so why would anyone want to waste their time on someone as useless as me

"Minnie are you feeling well you could go home if you'd like i can take over the dance classes while you get some rest" hoseok said to me the one friend that could read me like a book he always knew when something was wrong with me it's like i could get nothing pass this boy

"Im fine Hobi i can stay don't worry about me so much" hoseok laughed then got close to me pinching my cheeks like he always does "how can i not worry about someone as cute as my wittle minnie" i blushed at his embarrassing words that was one thing he always did complementing me on how cute i was or how awesome and cool he thought i was, i have to say that was the highlight of my day

"Hyuunng stop it before the kids come in and sees us they already think that we're a couple especially the parents" yeah everyone really did think we were a couple because of all the things hoseok would do to me he would always back hug me, kiss me on the cheek, tease me or flirt with me but the flirting thing wasn't new

"What's wrong with that plus i know you want me who doesn't want a little bit a hope in their life" i chuckled i love the confidence that he had in himself that was one thing i envied about him

"Nah son your not my type" hoseok looked at me seriously and grabbed me by my waist pulling me closer to him our faces were so close that i could feel his breath on my lips i put my hand out onto his chest

Has he been working out because he feels so strong and manly

When i looked up our eyes met and he smirked at me "come on minnie we all know that im everyone's type so don't say it like that" the way he said that had sent chills all down my spine my face became red also wait why am i getting so nervous around hoseok all of a sudden i looked down in shyness but hoseok tilted my head back up towards him if i keep looking at him any longer something bad might happen "you look so cute jimin"

His voice was soft, smooth but deep my heart started to race when he said that he always calls me that so why did it affect me so much at the moment "h-hobi?" the smirk he had on his face disappeared as he leaned in towards me his hands were slipping from my back to my ass

WHAT IS HE DOING?!

I then closed my eyes waiting for any type of contact

Wait..... WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING!

"Umm excuse me" i pushed hoseok away to see who said that it was a girl she looked young but stressed she had long black shiny hair and a beautiful face there was a little boy behind her he looked just like her but he seemed shy

"Oh yes hello i am park jimin and this is jung hoseok what could we help you with dear" she smiled tucking a strand of hair behind her ear but that smiled disappeared when she looked at the little boy

"Hi im eui and this is my son taeho i was wondering if i could sign him up for a class that starts today" jimin wanted to say no because if taeho comes into the class late then that would mess up all of their schedules but when he looked at taeho he couldn't say no it was something about that child he wanted to get to know about

"Sure come this way and hoseok the kids will be here any time soon so take over the class while i do this" all three of them walked to his office to sign taeho up

All the kids that attended that class started to come in then jungkook and taehyung came also with the twins "UNCLE HOBI" they screamed in unison jumping on him giving him the biggest hugs ever "hello my favorite babies and hey guys i didn't know you were coming today i thought you guys had a photoshoot"

"Nope hyung we have a whole two weeks off from work plus the kids wanted to come and dance would that be okay" kookie said with a smile on his face as taehyung held his hand

"Sure i don't mind the more the merrier" jimin walked out holding taeho's hand eui had bowed to him leaving in a hurry he then walked to hoseok and the rest the twins hugged him two giving him kisses but they stopped when they saw taeho

"Ok then we'll be off see you later babies be good for your uncles ok" after that taehyung and jungkook left iseul and sooyun kept staring at taeho wondering who he was "boys this is taeho he's new to the dance studio so please be nice to him" sooyun held taeho's hand and iseul held the other but before he did he pinched his cheek saying "cute" making taeho giggle while jimin and hoseok cooed at their cuteness

"Now children let's go start class!"

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