living
into the future
life has become the future
we live to see our children
live for the future
I cannot survive in this repetition of simplicity
I
am
lost
I
am
confused
where are my interests
I
look towards what could disappear
Death
controls our lives
Age is a curse
I feel blessed by a constant nightmare
these dreams are not my desires
life's meaning has evolved to a gold future
I see a gold curse
I see it in your dress with the white tulips
I see it in the flash of your mind's desires
your world is painted in foolish gold
