I am stuck
I cannot see forward
not in my writing
not in my life
I am missing
lost of all contact
pushed out of my confines
I am concentrated
My thoughts Restricted
Restricted and controlled
but
I cannot see,
forward.
I am haunted,
I can see behind,
memories.
I don’t want to see them.
Uninvited
unprovoked
thought.
I am stuck
in between
death
and what it feels like.
