Yellow Heart | DT

five

[Still tuesday]

Jessica Simons, you look way better. - Aiden said ignoring the fact that my older brother was listening. I noticed he was more tan, his back dark hair was longer but I'm not going to lie, he still looked good.
- You better save that for other girls, not her asshole. - I hold Tyler's arm so he calmed down. The twins looked at me so confused, I just ignored their facial expressions.
- Tyler defending his sister, what a surprise! You finally found out you have one?
- You better shut-
- Call down a second! - Ethan said not letting Tyler finish his sentence. - What's going on?
- Nothing buddy, we're just old friends. - Aiden saying liking his lips looking at me.
- You're a joke. - I told him, his face changed, he was already mad. I felt a goosebump down my spine, his mood always changed in seconds. I didn't stopped looking at his eyes, I couldn't show weakness.
- HEY JESS. - I hear Harper, I broke the eye contact and looked at her. The bell rang, I knew she was waiting for me to class. "Thank god"
- Bye guys. - I smiled at the twins and then at Tyler completely ignoring Aiden, even though I felt he staring at me.
While walking I could hear my heart beating faster than usual, I was scared but I didn't show it, not even a second. "Yes Jess you're the shit"
- Who's that? - Harper asked.
- My ex.
- what?
- Don't ask. - I grabbed her hand and push her gently to class.
Sarah was already there talking to a random girl. We sat in our places and the teacher started
talking.
"I still can't believe what I just did."
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[cafeteria]

The boys have been with us at lunch time everyday what's actually weird to think about, but cool. We're turning into a group of...friends?
This time I had to deal with two eyes on me all the time but I was still pretending I didn't cared even though I was scared to death. His presence just make me tense up my whole body.
Tyler occasionally looked at me to make sure I was okay, he's the best brother ever. I'm glad I have him.
- Why did you move to here? - Sarah asked Aiden.
My turned my head to her looking with a mad face "wtf bitch". She returned me a "I'm sorry I just don't know what to say" look and I replied her with a "then shut up" look.
- I just wanted to. - He said biting his sandwich.
- You could have been earlier, we went to a big party friday! - Grayson said.
- Jess went? - He asked looking at me. I nodded. - I'm glad you had fun sweet. - He said with a smirk in his face. "what a fucking idiot"
- I saw a girl with a butt bigger then Minaj. - Bruce said randomly.
- Such a fuckboy - Harper rolled her eyes.
- Hey Aiden, blonde or brunette? - Bruce asked. Sometimes I hate that guy for being so childish.
- None, my girlfriend. - He said smirking at me. - Do you remember Piper, right Jess? - I felt goosebumps down my spine again but this time, I wasn't scared, I was mad.
- Yes i remember her. It was your side chick right? - Tyler choked while drinking his water.
- That girl yes, you know, my girlfriend didn't gave me what I deserved. - I could feel the tears growing in my eyes, not sadness, weakness and anger. "How this asshole dare to talk about Piper here?!"
- What she didn't gave you? - Everyone looked at me surprised. - A shot in the head? Because it was exactly what you deserve it.
- Jess calm down.. - Tyler told me grabbing my arm.
I wanted to say it all but I couln't, I just got up and leaved.
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"I'm so weak"
I went to the bathroom and realised I was alone there, I cleaned the tears from my cheeks, my eyes were red.

- Jess? - I heard Tyler.
- It's the girls bathroom, you can't be here. - i fake smile.
- I was waiting for you outside but you were taking so long.
- oh
- What happened there?
- I hate him. - i said looking at him in the eyes.
- why?
- He cheated on me with my best friend - "It's just one part of the whole story" I thought to myself
looking at him, he'll never know.
- I know girl but i thought you were over it. - he hugged me. - Don't cry please.
- I think I'm just being dramatic! - I didn't break the hug.
- That's fine girl. Try not to think about it, he's an asshole, don't let him get in your head. Let's go? - he said letting me go.
- Alright.
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[Philosophy class]

I was sit in my usual place while waiting for Ethan to come but he was so late.
- Can I come in? - I heard making me look at the door seeing a tall and muscled guy at the door, it was him.
- You're twenty minutes late Dolan. - the teacher said with the same mad facial expression she has everyday.
- I was showing him the school, he's new. - then saw Aiden. "He's on my class. That's great" I told myself ironically.
- And you are? - She asked.
- Aiden Hall.
- Okay Hall welcome! Now sit down, make yourself comfortable.
I followed Ethan with my eyes to see if he was going to sit by my side and he did, the only place was free to Aiden sit was behind us.

Ethan didn't said nothing almost the whole time and so didn't I but then I felt him touching my arm handing me a little paper.
"Are u okay?​" It was written there. "Yes, thank u​" I replied to him. Once he read it he send me a friendly smile, he writes something else and gave it to me. "U can talk to me or count on me or wtv if u want to"​ I read.
- You too Ethan. - I said whispering so he could hear me - Thank you.
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- Alright class, I'll give you two minutes so you can choose a partner to work with for this next project. - the teacher said.
I didn't really knew everyone there so I waited to see who would be my partner. Aiden and Ethan we're together, "thank god at least I'm not with Aiden".

- Does anyone don't have a partner? - The teacher asked.
- Me - i said looking around, no one else speaked.
- Well Simons, you'll do it with Dolan and Hall then. - "I spoke too soon fuck"
- Alright. - Ethan semead worried because me and Aiden would have to work together. The bell rang.
- Where do we meet to do it? - I ask.
- My place? - Ethan suggested.
- Alright then.
- Tomorrow, 4pm.

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The way home is my time to think about the day I had. I can't help myself on thinking about every single step I had that day: I was a badass bitch talking to Aiden this morning, I killed it, but then I was a weak at lunch and start crying, he most be so happy... How embarassing.

Everytime I feel stronger, it doesn't last long and it's his fault. If I think about it, how I'm today, is how he made me be like. A insecure, weak girl.
He made me feel this way and I can't stop hearing his words on my head, it's like a song, a bad song.

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Hope you had enjoyed ♡
- Alex