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(Its a serious at first but it gets funny down the line and right back to serious and then to drama then to my authors note)

So, i have been very tired lately, me staying up late (everynight) has been taking a huge toll on my body now.

I cant really function right anymore and it's hurting me in a way i really cant explain.

But I'll try to tell anyways.

° I've literally been collapsing in school

°I pass out in most out my classes

° I lose my balance when walking and i will use the wall and lockers for support

°Its THAT time of the month and me pmsing and this is making it very worse.

°ETC.

Well anyways today i felt perfectly fine and i walked and talked normally.

During lunch almost everyday my friend danny runs up to me and he gives me a hug.

Well today i wanted to make him work for this hug today and well...you guessed it I ran.

And jesus am i out of shape because i ran 10 steps and i literally got tired😂

So my best bet was to actually hurry up and fall on purpose which worked perfectly but he still got me.

He gave me a hug after i walked him back down to his girlfriend and his friends. My friends were near them as well and i startes walking with them again.

My friend justyce (Pronounced like justice) had heard his girlfriend mumble a threat to me under her breath.

"Watch your back"

Well i didnt know until we left the hallway and i was fuming in anger when justyce told me because me and the girl were just new friends 2 days before.

So me and my friends went back. And went back to her. And i stated in my nice mannerly voice.

"Your boyfriend is actually a great friend though we barely talk, and im glad I've met him this year since he is one of many reasons i love life"

Well i guess she took it the hard way and started to yell random things at me.

Sooo me being the petty and rude bitch i am i shut that down real quick and told her.

"You shouldnt be so insecure about someone that loves you, I've never seen him look at another girl like you before. But since we want to be mean to each other, its not my fault he chases me and gives me hugs whenever he can, I find it comforting"

I never felt so.mean in my life but i've gotten tired of girls blaming me for their relationships failing this year.

So i finally clapped back and somrone gets their feelings hurt.

Guys im too tired to get in arguements and stuff like that but today since i felt well..i had to do it.

I felt like a badass ninja from naruto yet being the 1st black disney princess (Tiana) (its my real name) i actually. Did this unexpectedly and funny.

But right after i passed out in class and had been escorted to the nurses office.

My health isnt in position for anything drama related since it'll take a huve toll on my physical & mental health.

So..This will mark a small hiatus until further notice, This goes for all books.

You can shoot out ideas, comments, Questions, it doesnt matter, I'll still be here.

You are my BEGIN, even though i was caught in a LIE.

I feel as though im trapped in a STIGMA but you guys have wrapped me with your beautiful WINGS.

Im trapped in my own REFLECTION of life, but i've been AWAKE at the same time.

Maybe. I'll never be ready to LET GO through this beautiful nightmare.

I cant imagine all of THE BLOOD,SWEAT & TEARS we have been through.

but remember you guys you are my EUPHORIA even if its temporary my feelings will last, because LOVE IS NOT OVER and life is challenging.  I LIKE IT the way it is.

Life is BEAUTIFUL. So please enjoy it AS IF IT'S YOUR LAST, BABY DONT CRY at the hard parts, and when its all done.

COMEBACK HOME ❤ ❤ ❤ 🌈 🌈

Haitus begins 4/19/18

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