Don't Look At Me. (5sos sad story)

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Okay just in case you didn't read the frickin description, hate will not be tolerated and this is allllll made up!! I love these fabulous boys and I really do hope the best for them!!
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ASHTON
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It was dark when I woke up at about six, the only light coming from my phone that had been ringing and beeping all night. I had ignored it for some certain reasons, and I really didn't feel like checking them right when I wake up.

The other boys were probably asleep still, so I was alone for a little while longer. As I lay in bed staring at the ceiling of my bedroom, I roll my sleeve up and run my fingers over the scars that covered my arm.

I had been a cutter for quite a while and it was slightly difficult to explain to everyone, so I didn't. Calum and Michael would not listen, and Luke would be too busy fantasizing over himself.

As I sit up, the thumping of footsteps making me tug my sleeve down and direct my attention towards the hallway. I was slightly confused. No one was usually up this early, especially not Calum, that boy was extremely tired all the time.

I open my mouth to speak, but keep my words to myself, curious to see who it was now. "Ashton...are you awake yet?" A weary voice calls out.

It's Only Michael...Good

"Yeah buddy...what's up?" I ask, uncovering myself from the blanket so I had a better view of the hallway. "I can't sleep with Calum...he keeps pushing me off the bed" the boy responded, a small frown forming across my lips.

As Michael approached the door, I noticed he was extremely uncomfortable and tired. "Oh no sweetheart...come on. You can sleep with me." I smile, scooting over to make room for him.

Michael hesitated for a moment, but slowly tiptoed to the bed, laying down slowly. But it felt like the minute his head touched the pillow, he passed out.

I smile warmly and give the sleeping boy a small kiss on the forehead, standing up from my bed and walking to the hallway, heading downstairs to finally make breakfast.

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Okay yes it's super short! But I've been super busy and really anxious so fond hehe hehe!! Lol. So anyways! I made the cover myself and I think it looks fucking amazing!!