Ferdinand x Reader

Pt 14

SORRY IF I MAKE YOU CRY DURING THIS PART.

In a deep voice you yelled making everyone that heard you jump but then said the next things sternly "FERDINAND you me walk away NOW" when you yelled at him he fell and Val quit fighting "y-yes m-ma'am" he walked away with you as soon as he stood up "Ferd what were you thinking?" you wanted to cry for no reason suddenly "I-I...I wasn't" you looked at him with a little anger in your eyes "obviously.....look Ferd you can't walk around picking fights with everyone now just because I'm a 'cow' doesn't mean I can't take care of myself " he just stared at you "it wasn't about you not being able to take care of yourself" he had looked away from you when he started talking "still Ferd that isn't ok and if I have to leave and never come back I will and I'll make sure no one knows where I'm going" he still wouldn't look at you "go ahead it's not like anyone would miss you anyway" your heart broke in two and you felt a tear fall from your eye "apparently i'm just that worthless now huh.....I'M JUST WORTHLESS ENOUGH NOW THAT I'M JUST YOUR LITTLE TOY YOU CAN PLAY WITH THEN THROW AWAY WHENEVER YOU GET TIRED OF ME IS THAT IT?" "NO IT'S NOT NOW JUST SHUT UP" he looked at you and seen you were crying "I knew it...you never cared for me you never will I might as well die then maybe just maybe you'll finally see how long I was there for you and how much you needed me" you looked away from him not wanting him to see you crying anymore than what he did but nothing prepared you for what he was going to say "maybe you should it would probably be better for the world" you were shocked at what he said "fine I will" you then took off as fast as your legs could carry you and made sure you ran past everyone while bawling your eyes out barley being able to see. 

You had ran for over 15 miles nonstop through the night and into the next day sure you were lost but you didn't care and convinced yourself no one else did either so you continued to run still crying and barely able to breath from running so much "why did I ever care for him?.... HE NEVER CARED FOR ME" you felt your hooves hit asphalt and you heard cars but then you felt even more pain not just mentally but physically.....you had been hit by a speeding car.

Ferdinand had been looking for you all night feeling very very bad for what he did not knowing everyone else was following him "why was I such a dick to her? she doesn't deserve me" after he said that Lupe came up along side him "Ferd what did you do?" he shook his head "the worst mistake of my life I probably lost Y/n forever"

Y/n pov

I had been running all night and early into this morning I had barely been able to see since I've been crying so much but no one cares anyway Ferdinand made that very clear last night no one would care what happened to me either so. I felt my hooves hit the concrete and hear cars and trucks all around me then I felt even more pain than before some mentally and even more physically. I had been hit to high on my body to have been hit by a car so I knew I'd been hit by a truck and it had been going way to fast. I was currently laying on the ground news reporters all around me and I was live on TV so I knew Nina, Juan, and Paco have seen me by now and were on their way to come get me or to get me put me down but still who'd care anyway obviously not Ferdinand he never did. I heard a truck and trailer pull up and it didn't sound like Nina and Juan so I used the strength I had to lift my head and look the trailer said 'Ferdinand's flowers' on the back and side I didn't want to go to the vets which is where they would've taken me so I stood up sure it hurt alot but I didn't care i'm sure I have a  few broken bones but my mom taught me before she had been taken away that it was mind over matter and that's exactly what I did. I jumped the guardrail and was now on the other side of the road dodging cars until I got to the second guardrail then jumped it and ran up and over a hill.

Ferds pov 

I had just seen Nina and Juan drive past me going very fast with a trailer hooked to the small truck Juan drives so I followed them so did everyone else until Juan seen us and stopped to get us into the trailer then drove to where traffic was stopped and they let us through knowing something that I and the other bulls didn't when we stopped I seen Y/n on the ground in very rough shape one of her legs was bent in a way it shouldn't have been she was gushing blood in a few spots but as I stared at her she raised her head got up and ran and that's when we were released from the trailer traffic was stopped on both sides and we went after Y/n knowing I'd catch her I ran ahead of the others following her trail of blood she was leaving and I wasn't until I got over a hill that I spotted her laying in the grass breathing hard but as I got close to her she turned looked at me got up and took off again barely being able to run let alone walk so again I chased after her. I caught up to her and blocked her path "m-m-move F-F-Ferdinand " I didn't and that made her stop and as she did she fell onto her side and could barely breath and started to cough up blood so I mooed letting Nina and Juan know I had got her. 

No ones pov

 You had been put on Ferdinand's back so he could carry you back up and over the hill since he was the only one strong enough to carry you the distance needed to travel. While at the vet Nina had been told you probably wouldn't make it through the night so she laid crying at your side with Ferdinand cuddled up against you and his head on your back and that's when Nina looked up at a machine you were hooked up to and noticed you heart beat was getting slower by the minuet "Ferd I think she's given up on life" he looked at Nina then to the machine and back to Nina then nuzzled her cheek to tell her it was going to be ok but started to talk to you not knowing you could hear him "oh Y/n I'm so sorry you didn't deserve this you didn't deserve me I don't know why I said those things to you yesterday if you can hear me I want you to know I love you with all my heart and wish this would've happened to me not you you don't deserve this life if you have to let go of it I'll miss you alot but I don't want you to suffer and hurt if you lose your life because I was stupid and a dick to you I don't want you to go out remembering me like that I want you to remember me for who I truly am a flower bull who has always hated fighting and always regretted everything bad I've ever done so please remember that I love you and always have and I just hope you know and remember that" you slowly opened your eyes "F-Ferd?" he lifted his head and looked at you and started to cry "Y-Y/n your ok" you smiled and gave a soft grunt/moo noise to let Nina know you were awake then she got up and ran to get the vet. When they both got back the vet was amazed as was Juan "dad I knew she'd be ok I was just scared" he smiled at her "I knew she's be ok to but I was also scared" the vet then check up on you and when you winced in pain Ferd looked at the vet and made a growling noise and that made him back up and say sorry at the same time but he turned and looked at Nina "I think she lived to be with him" he pointed at both of you who were nuzzling each other then Ferdinand started to groom you which was very very odd but you didn't care you were with Ferd again happy he was back to his old self "Ferd I'm also sorry about what happened" he chuckled "it's all good" then went back to grooming you.

It had been a few weeks and you were mostly healed except for your leg but spent more and more time with Ferd each day until he finally actually answered your question from so long ago.

Hey guys I hope you enjoyed this part and I bet you all know what's going to happen in the next one.