I woke up. As of any other normal day. I felt agonising pain in every nook and cranny of my body, my heart blazing with ache and my stomache knotted. I groaned miserably, getting up and going to the lounge area of the bus. There was Elesha and Jared, talking. Not laughing or anything; talking. I didn't know what was going on, so I decided to listen to them.
"So they are not a band and the tour is stopping?" Elesha asked, shock written all over her face. I continued to listen and what I heard made my heart sink.
"Yeah, so we are not on tour anymore, and it was all because of Kina."
"Wait... Ash got killed because of Kina?"
"Yep, well that's what is known anyway."
I dropped to my knees in shock, tears spilling from my eyes and my heart beat racing. He was dead; my Ash. My Ashley Purdy. I ran to my bunk and got some random clothes on, breifly brushing my hair and redoing my makeup. I ran out of the bus and towards black veils, without any warning or anything.
I banged on the door desperately, and a puffy eyed Andy answered.
"Georgia. What are you doing here?" He asking, almost depressingly. I let a few tears spill from my eyes and I bowed my head.
"I need details about Ash."
He nodded hesitantly and let me in, he didn't have a choice anyway. As I entered, all I could see was a broken band, mourning over the death of their best friend, their brother. I walked further into the bus and sat next to CC, who looked at me and smiled slightly.
"Hi." I awkwardly spluttered. He mirrord my actions and I sighed, not knowing what to do. Andy came over to me and looked at me dead in the eye.
"So what do you want to know?"
"Everything."
Andy sighed, before taking a breath and telling me everything.
"So after you told Ash to never talk to you again, he started drinking. A lot. He got so wasted, he invited Kina over, and they... Er... Got a little... Um... Yeah. Kina then invited Ash to her house, which he went and made him drive. He dropped Kina off and then drove to the store to get some booze, but crashed into another car who was also drunk driving. Needless to say, one got hospitalised, and the other, Ash got killed instantly." He was crying, and that made me cry. It wasn't Kina's fault at all, it was mine, and now he is gone, forever. I will never forget what I have done, nor how I made the wrong choice, and it ended badly...
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*Time skip to the funeral*
It has been a few weeks since Ash died, and I haven't been coping well, at all.
I have been crying everyday, talking to his picture in my wall, not eating, hardly drinking, and compressing myself to a world of sorrow and guilt.
It should have been me who died, that way, Ash would still be alive, to show his sexyness to everyone. But because of me, he is far from that.
Elesha has been comforting me any time she could. I didn't really want to talk to her, but she left me no choice. She was very persistent, which I do admire.
As we walked down the aisle of the church, I felt the instant wave of sorrow hit me as I saw Ashes coffin. I started to shed a few tears, before sobbing my heart out. I fucking hate funerals, expecially one of my all-time crush. You wouldn't know what its like until you are there. Its horrible.
Soon everyone was at their desinated stations and the funeral started. Black Veil was there, which was expected, my band was there, of course, and a few family members and friends. It was a really heartbreaking scene to watch, and when we all said goodbye to him, we all caught a private bus to the cemetary where he was being buried. We arrived and said our farewells, before he was buried 6 foot under and that I will never see him in real life again. I looked at everyone, who looked more of a panda than me, apart from Elesha, who didn't look like she cried at all. Heartless. She was cuddled up with Jinxx, supporting eachother. I wish I had someone to do thay with.
Soon later, everyone left, leaving me on my own with the freshly buried Ashley Purdy. I grabbed a hello kitty plush from my bag and put it on the grave.
"Hi Ash... I am so sorry this happened. Its all my fault, and now I cant take it back. Not now, not ever. I am so sorry. Heh. Here's our Hello Kitty plush, you know, the one you got me? Yeah. You deserve it. I will miss you, a lot." The tears that I was trying so hard to keep in my eyes spilled out uncontrollably , making me feel very stupid in a way.
"I love you Ash, I always will. I know you are safe in heaven, watching over us, but its not the same. I would do anything to get you back, to hold you in my arms again, but that's impossible now. I really goofed up, and you won't be able to forgive me. I am sorry Ashy. Goodbye."
I picked myself up, and started to walk away slowly. He didn't deserve this, but no one can change the past. This is going to haunt me forever, and ever and ever. I will make it up to him... Somehow.
END
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(A/N- Welp. This is the end of the story! Hope you liked it Georgely4ever
Song-Nothern Downpour- Panic at the disco
I feel so horrible writing this, but I have no Idea what the write and this was the first thing to come to my mind.
I am sorry for the ones who are literally crying right now. If I could, I would be crying my eyes out... But I'm not.
So yah. Hope you enjoyed this story!
~Jelesha 🤘)
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