Soulmate

good bye

Afifah's P.o.v :
Tomorrow  I will be leaving this town...Everyone I love ..I was trying my level best not cry but my tears..
"Its ok Afi,,Don't be sad if ALLAH ta'ala separates me from somthing or someone I love..He knows what we know not...Remember what Ammi always say."I said to myself and hugged tightly my pillow which was almost wet..
"It may be that you dislike a thing which is good for you that you like a thing which is actually bad for you.ALLAH knows but you do not know..And Its in the QURAN Pak"Ammi's voice was ringing in my ear....I actually need her now,,,,"Ammi what should I do? why my fate is playing with me..OK.OK AFI GET UP,NO MORE TEARS..YOU R STRONG, STRONGER THEN YOU THINK.."i said tomyself and wipe out my tear with my dupatta..I slowly got up from my bed and opened the drawer of my side table.I took my dairy and pen and I slowly got up from my bed and went toward the balcony.I opened the door of the balcony.I saw moon light which enlighten the whole balcony and the half area of my room . Placing a huge cushion on the floor.I sat in front of the balcony on the carpeted floor..I took a deep breath and feel the coldness of the night  by closing my eyes.I kept my eyes closed for few seconds . There was the slow bloom of air touching me
I opened my eyes and place my dairy in front me.I opened a page and start writing .
Tomorrow I will be leaving this town..where I born.where everything is good for me..My life in Islamabad is so perfect but I now its time to open a new chapter in my life..A new  chapter with bunch of new characters..Hope ALLAH ta'ala will be there for me all the time.
But I can't say goodbye to those whom I have grown  to love..But I have be strong and Its a matter of 3 or 4 years I think 😳...But maybe  Zarah Nadir and I just maybe become friends someday..I will be fun to have sister..I hope she will be friendly with me..FINGER CROSSED
And I will open you next in New York INSHAALLAH...

I closed my dairy and wiped my tears  and looked at the sky full of star's . I smiled thinking about ZARAH  with new hopes..I hope she will be my friend..."But don't hope so much..what if dhe don't like you?uuff let me sleep, ,U stupid brain!i said and laugh at my stupidity..I fell asleep on there..
Next morning I got up went to wash room to do my wudu.I came out of the washroom and covered my head with dupatta to offer my Salah. I checked time it was 5 already .I offered my Salah and I went to bed and start reciting QURAN PAK.I recited Quran pak for 15 minutes whan I completed my verse..I slowly got up and placed Quran pak on its place .
I came out of my room. I covered myself with shawl.It was the beginning of the winter and mornings were quite cold. I walk slowly on stairs I opened the door of the hall and went out in the lawn. The clod air was touching my skin. It was giving me happiness..After walking for while,I went inside and directly went to the kitchen. I started making pie for breakfast..Its my last day so I want to make it special...And I love pie..So much so do mami and so was Ammi ...I heard mamu talking to some in phone..And mami also was coming toward me with a big smile on her face..
"Assalam-o-alikum,mami"i said with a detective look 😑. .
"Wasalam,betha..let me do this for you..you go set with your mamu..Go! "MAmi said with another smile.."Its ok mami.."let me cook for the last time."
I said."What you mean by last time you can visit us anytime dear..Its your home..!"mami said while hugging me.."She will visit us"I heard mamu who was also smiling..
I served him a little piece of pie..He actually don't like pie..I sat next to him..
"Your father's assistant will be here in the evening so did you pack your things? "Mamu said with a serious look...My mind was blank...What I thought he will come...Oh ain't I expecting to much..but in deep down in my stupid heart  there are still hopes."Afi..are you listening to me?"mamu's voice brought me to reality.."Humm.yeah,yeah I'm listening...I will be ready"I said..
"I will go with you to karachi,from there you will get your flight,"mamu said with sad voice..after that mamu and mami went to there room.. "Don't be sad Rahim,look at the good side that you can be with her to karachi."I heard mami's voice from behind the door when I was going up stairs.."But Nadir must come to get his own daughter..how can he just send some other guy to get her."mamu said angrily.."shhhh,,afi will hear you rahim..and let it be..our afi is strong she will handle everything."mami said..i went to my room with my blank mind.."He proved everything,he can't just waste his time for me.so why he wants to me to be with him..then i heard a knock in my door..I hurriedly wiped my tears..and opened the door