The Story Of Us

The bad out of the good:

Zendaya's Pov: Seeing as I have been so busy, and I am so sorry about that! but I have school work and what not to get done... A huge shoutout to the lovely and sweet-hearted, @012ElizabethHopper! for helping me write this chapter and giving me the ideas on it! 

It's been 2 weeks since that crazy fiasco with Vanessa, we've come home feeling kinda of lazy and chill... though I'm guest staring in an episode for Disney! and surprisingly enough I will be playing an adult now. 

I'm going to the set and work tomorrow, and I'm actually really quite excited, It's 4 in the morning, and I had been woken up to Ari crying, I just couldn't fall back asleep.

So I had decided to go to the kitchen to get some orange juice, as i sat at the counter island, eating a bagel, random I know... and drinking my favorite drink in the entire world, which you all know to be orange juice.

I heard quiet footsteps coming down the stairs from one of the room, im guessing mine, seeing as Andre was just so sneaky, your wouldn't even hear him and Ari can't even walk..., I looked over my shoulder, to see Zac coming over, in a long, dark, maroon robe, walking over to me, with a sleepy smile. 

"Hi" he whispered to me as he sat down. "Can't sleep?" He asked. 

"Ari woke up crying, and since you're such a heavy sleeper, I got her." I said, with a hint of sass. Don't get me wrong here, Zac is my soulmate, but I get annoyed a little bit with everyone at times.

"What's up, Z?" He asked, He honestly can't be this oblivious to my emotions, can he? 

"I just always get Ari back to sleep." I said to him, annoyed. 

"You can always wake me up, don't you know that?" He replied to me not at all sounding annoyed or sassily at me, just his regular self. 

"Well I don't want to upset, THE Zac Efron."  I said to him, Ohh my gosh! Can I not hear myself? I sound so rude, "Ohh Zac!" I said to him, shocked at myself, "I'm sorry, Boo! I sound so horrible don't I?" I question, with a sorry face on.

"No!, no, no, not at all.,You were just cranky from no sleep is all." He said to me in a caring voice, placing a gently hand on mine, smiling at me.

"I'm so sorry Zac... " I sighed to him, not sure why I was so mad at him... he did nothing wrong to me!, "going back to sleep." I told him giving a smile smile and got out of my chair, making my way to the stairs and up them, heading towards our room, Zac following, close behind, Turing off the kitchen light as he did.

The next day everything was going fine, i woke up, tired my i add, made breakfast, got changed, made sure Zac was all good with the kids before heading out to film that episode for a Disney show, everything was going great... until it wasn't...

I don't know what happened one minute i was pulling up in front of my home and the next i was calling for Zac's help, bent over on the ground in pain with Blood coming out of me covering the skirt i was wearing, luckily for me my family was over and they took care of the kids while Zac took me to hospital, thats when everything became worst... i had had a miscarriage again... my baby was 7 weeks old when it passed...

"What do we tell the kids?!" I cried to Zac into his arms as he sat on the hospital bed with me, rubbing my back comforting me the best he could with the heart break he had as well, we never wanted to feel this again... the pain and heart break...

"Shh... Zen, the kids don't know okay? we will explain it to them when their older but right now lets focus on you..." Zac said gently to me head resting against mine, cradling me to him comfortingly, "I know it hurts baby... but we'll be okay, we always are..."

"If i had known Zac! if only i had known, maybe he or she would be still alive!" I cried gripping his shirt tightly in my hands, "I would have taken extra precautions but i wasn't showing symptoms!"

"I know, Zen..." He said softly to me, gently patting my hair to sooth me, "Your okay... we're okay..."

"I'm so sorry! i've been a terrible Wife and mom lately. all i have been doing it snapping at people, especially you, when you only try to help."

"No! Zen, your a fanatics wife and mother!" Zac said firmly but assuringly to me, " I couldn't think of a better person to be my wife and the mother of my children, you work so hard everyday and your so strong, your amazing, Zen, you really are, don't think of yourself as below what you actually are."

And... thats all i got for now... Damn i really need to get out of this writers rut...