My Happiness

That specific melody that always plays over and over in my head
Gave agony a new name
It drives me to be insane
I tried to get rid of it, pills and alcohol never helped...I truly gave up and lived with the pain instead

To bring back the one person who can take it away
It's mostly impossible to know where he is
The words he left me with chose to stay

Forever in my heart and slowly consuming my mind and thoughts making me mad
I am alone in this world of people who are selfish and sad

The one person that brought me happiness dissappeared out of my life
It hurts me so bad...I can't control it
So I always pick up my knife for closure
All the pain I get for it makes me feel alive although I'm already dead inside

Depression, hate is now my life and forever more
Until my happiness comes back to me...
Sure to stay and sincere walking through that door.