I wanted to post this the day it happened but I was to panicked
So, I think, Wednesday or Thursday, my friend found the top of a scalpel in our classroom. It was there because we were dissecting earthworms on Tuesday.
And, these friends aren't your normal middle school friends
They're..."special"
And, they did stuff, that, I didn't have to see
And-
I felt like I was having a panic attack and I wanted to burst out crying at the spot. I wanted to cry SO badly.
It made me REALLY uncomfortable
I wanted to scream and cry right there
I don't know why I feel like this
Whenever I see their arms I also have this panic attack
It makes me feel unsafe
Sometimes I sing 2 special songs to myself when this happens
And they are 2 REALLY SPECIAL SONG THAT MEAN A LOT TO ME
This
And this
It helps me a lot
