god i wish i could cut my heart out and splatter it on the page
then maybe you will understand how i feel
i have so many complexities swirling in my head
but i can not explain them to you
hello reader
what do you think of this?
do you understand how i feel. do you understand how i feel now.
i want to make you aware
i wish someone other than me could see the artwork in my head
i wish someone other than me could see how these connections come together
maybe if i write more
maybe weekly
i will get better at expressing myself in this way
until then
this is all i have
