A New Loser

2

I started walking to the junkyard to give away all the trash I gathered so the next family can have a clean house and farm

While walking, my left eye starts tearing up, it must be from the bottles that carries the terrible stench of alcohol that Jerry (a.k.a. stepdad) never throws away and hides somewhere around the kitchen

I wipe away the tear and continue walking

"Hey y/n!" someone shouts

I look back to see who called out my name and see James

"What do you want James, are you trying to get in my pants again?" I ask annoyed

"That was a mistake and you know that, forgive me already" James said while following me "There's nothing to forgive. From what I remember, you tried to have sex with me, I said no, then you break up with me and you made this rumor at school that we did have sex and that I was desperate for you and now everyone thinks that I'm a whore" I explained

As I try to walk away, I feel James' hand grab my elbow then quickly grab my hand. Before I know it, he crashes his lips onto mine

I hate this, I hate this more than you think

I push James away and slap him

My hand starts to sting from the impacity but I didnt pay any mind to it since I am to busy trying to get away from him. I grab both handles of the wagon and start to run as fast as I can

{Time Skip}

I finally lost James. Speaking of him, I finally made it to the junkyard

I take the garbage out of the wagon and set them down on the ground

'This was the worst trip to the junkyard, I'm so glad that I'm moving' I think to myself

I grab the handles and made my way back to my house...well...soon to be my old house

On my way back, I put on my headphones and play "New Kids On The Block" on my CD Player

The song "Please Don't Go Girl" starts to play

{Time Skip}

I made it back home to see two moving trucks with a few guys moving some boxes

I didnt want to be a bother so I kept listening to my CD and walk inside

Once I walked in, I see my mom so I pause my CD and take off my headphones

"Hey, I'm back" I said "Hey y/n/n, I'm not sure if you saw, but the moving trucks are here" my mom replied "Yeah I saw. So, we're leaving tomorrow morning?" I ask "You know it"

I nod my head and turn around to walk away

But when I was a few steps in into walking away, my mom starts up a conversation so I can stay and talk to her

"Did you finish packing up?" she ask "I did" I reply "Good. Do you want to say goodbye to any of your friends?" she ask another question "All my friends are either at school or on a vacation or still not talking to me, there is no one to say goodbye too" I look down "I'm sorry sweetie" my mom apologizes. "Its okay" is all I can say

"Okay, go get ready to go to Aunt Linda's house"

I nod my head and head upstairs to pack up an extra pair of clothes, shoes, underwear, pajamas, my toothbrush, and a brush

Afterwards, I bring down all my bags and boxes and help bring them to one of the trucks. It didn't take long, it took probably three hours....okay....maybe it did take long after all. At least I didn't lay around being useless

"Y/n, lets go the Aunt Lina's house" my mom calls out to let me know that it's time to go and say goodbye to my childhood home and farm. "Okay, but can I go to the farm to see Star?" I ask "Okay sweetie, don't be long" my mom says

I nod my head and start to run to the farm where my horse Star stays in

I go inside and see my beautiful white horse Star

I grab her brush and start to stroke her bright mane with it

"Okay Star, it's time for me to leave. Dont worry, mom told me you are coming with us but it will take you a little longer for you to arrive at the farm in Derry, Maine" I said almost in tears

Star neighs in response

"I know, I know. I wish we can stay here too, but....I need a new start. I don't want to be known as a slut anymore, this is a great opportunity for me. Also the new place haves a huge space for us to spend time in"

I hear the car horn in signal that it is time to go

"Okay Star, this is it. I'll see you in Derry, Maine" I kiss Star's nose and run back to the house to grab my bag. Once I did, I walk over to the car to see my mom

I climb inside the car and sattle to become comfortable for the long car ride that awaits

"You ready?" my mom ask

"Yeah, Im ready" I respond

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Hello my beautiful readers

I hope you enjoyed this chapter, even though it's terrible

See ya loves

~Geni