Mesmerized

P.12

Nova pov



And just like that the eagle has left the building.

When I came back she had disappeared, her car was no longer in her driveway, and my door was wide open.

I was not even trying to come off strong but damn that girl has a fear of commitment. But it aint like I asked her to me marry me  I just called he-

"yuh but bro you approached another stud and claimed her like she was a property. You not knowingly admitted to peeping through her window, eavesdropped on her and shawty convo, and sent the lil roach running but getting into something wasn't ya business. " "I mean I know you got a thing for her and you done got her trapped in your palm and all but damn, give the girl a moment to think." Not even a day in ya new neighborhood and you done already got some poutie tang."


I was on the phone with my best friend/ ex.  She the one introduced me into dating studs and ever since i haven't turned back.  We was just buddies at first until she kissed me and I didn't fight it. The next day we woke up and both agreed that we wasn't looking for nothing serious and that it was just a one night stand.  When she said that it hurted I kind of fell for her but id rather have her as a friend than to lose her so I played It off. Three years later, we best friends and I have completely moved on

"plus she cant be that good, if you can walk after yall fuck,  she ain hitting right." "now when I had that ass"

she started chuckling loudly.

"yo-yo- yo ass couldn't walk, talk, or sing the alphabet", she said trying to catch her breath.


Nicca Is you running???

"something like that I was eyeing shawty her a week ago and im tryna get up in dat so I been running here round this time everyday waiting to see her again." "bruh when I tell you she had these tig ole bittiessssssss  WOOOOOOH."


" she a stemme im guessing but goddamn do she look good running." "all sweaty and glisteny and shit."


Ahhhhhh I gotta go besides ionn wanna hear you getting all soaked and shit

"yea whateva ni-



i hung up the phone and laid down on my bed.


Monicca was my favorite person on this planet, she always cheered me up, talked me through things, and even went shoe shopping with me, but sometimes its hard to-  you know what, nevermind.


I slid my hands into my pants and looked through my gallery.  Searching for the video that could save a dying virgin. I strolled all the way to the top and saw the beginning, her in a black nike sports bra kissing on my stomach while her hands stayed at my hips, tracing little circles.

she had decided to record the night we had sex so that she could "prove to me that sex with a stud,stem,or no label was so much different then with a femme" 

i turned my phone off, slid my hand down til my middle finger hit my clit and closed my eyes. There was nothing better than the way Geniune tasted. The way she moaned my name, pulled my hair and especially the way she flicked her tongue on my bean.