I don't really know how to talk to you..
I'm too afraid to say what i really think...
For fear of losing you...
I want to be that one person who's there for you...
But you so rarely let me in..
In reality we shouldnt talk...
Shouldn't be friends...
Seems like a good thing we can't be near each other...
You have someone and so do I but that doesn't stop these thoughts from coming..
You confuse me say you love me then you hate me...
You only talk to me when its ideal for you...
I think I see why...
I need to let us go..
I swear I try...
Then I see your picture and i crumbles...
And whether you know it or not I'm at your mercy again...
Because I love you..
More than you ever know
