But I Love Him.

~Gone~

Every time I wake up, you're gone. Every time I go to sleep, you're gone. Every time I want you next to me, you're gone. You're always gone, you're gone drinking, you're gone smoking, you're gone...always.
When you come back, I'm gone. I'm gone because I'm hiding, I'm hiding because I'm scared, I'm scared because you hit me, you hit me because you drink, you drink because it takes the pain away, you have pain because you refuse to get help, this is what it has come down to. Us both being away from each other because we're scared and in pain, please, let me help you.

I wanna help, but he won't let me. I wanna leave, and I will.