Memories

my friend

Hoshi pov:
My friend my first....Jin soo was the only person in my side everytime that some one fights us we stay together.he was kind open minded and relatable...but I also had another friend named soo Jung she's a girl while jinsoo is a boy.but our friendship didn't last it only lasted when I was grade 7...I woke up they weren't real they never real it made a mark and I saw the necklace they gave me near my bed...I cried  can't forget they left I wish they where real until I had a dream it lasted for soo long like how my dream with Jin soo and soo Jung...I tried to make that dream happend but I just wanted to see them but I didn't but u met other pepole but I had to end that dream it s sad but I had to leave I'm only there to find them to see them and never wake up I miss them I want to be with them I want to but I can't find them I miss them I need them I want them to be happy but I also want my new friends to be happy.i just wish they all will be happy I'll give my happiness to them they all mean the world to me if only I can recall their happiness then spread it but I just can't I just wish for everyone to accept me and MY FRIENDS BUT no they won't they hate me somuch it hurts me it kills me Michi and the rest help me to be happy I just have to fake all the things they make me happy about they won't know until...I tell them personally  for no feelings to be hurt I want them to be happy but I can't make them happy without me being happy
...I just wish...I can be happy but without jinsoo and soo Jung I'm nothing happy I'm noone I'm usless I'm not a existing person I'm invisible....I'm

Just a dream

I wish for u to be happy just you and me I want everyone to be happy but I can't.....

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So imma tell u about my friends I think they were real but it's just a dream they weren't real I told my school friend as if they were real but they were just a dream I'm sorry to the friends that I told that they were real u just can't accept that some of my friends are in a dream or fighting in real life I'm soo sorry I thought they were real but they were just all in a dream

Anyways I'm gonna leave all ready bai