Ready For It (Part 4)

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BELLA POV

After the date two nights ago Fai brought me home and spent the night. Obviously nothing happened but it felt good for someone to hold me for the night and right now that's all I wanted. We have been hanging out a lot though but I still can't get Y/n off my mind...isn't that amazing

I've kept the job with the Bella twins, that way I still got to see her which made me feel even worse but I kept it somewhat professional around them but Y/n never made eye contact unless she had to, something in me tells me that it was all a front, then again she has always used and abused why would I be any different

I need to get rid of these feelings or I'm in trouble. Today was the last photoshoot we are doing and might be the last time I see Y/n

But I have a feeling that's not the case cause she has made good friends with the guys over time and I have no idea why they would stick with her through all she has done, I guess that is what is giving me these mixed emotions

After the shoot we walked out without saying a word to each other and me being the smartest person in the world I broke it

Bella: "Y/n" I said and she stopped dead in her tracks outside the birdiebee office "Tell me it's all a front" I said and saw her fists clench and release as if she was contemplating it "Y/n please whatever the real reason is I'll be fine with it, you just have to tell me there is one" I said and she turned around with glassy eyes

Y/n: "A person like me doesn't get that kind off forgiveness Bella" she said taking me by surprise "I have to go I have a business meeting, see you around Bella" she said and took off before I could say anything

Y/N POV

Okay I'm gonna tell you guys something and each one of you is gonna slap me that's okay cause I kinda deserve it right now so, the bed was not what I said it to be, the deal was if I win I get the girl of my dreams if I lose, then I lose her and can never work or be around her again and the bet was not made with Alex, it was made with Fai. But he pulled out of it and is pinning it on me, and that brings us to the situation I'm in now

I rehearsed it in my head over a hundred times already. I need to tell them the true since they think I already screw up and the maybe by then I can see Bella's reaction to all of this I texted Gigi and the other girl and explained to them they were pissed at first but when I told them how I felt it's got them to think about it a little more, now to tell the most expressive people in the UK, no not my parents, little mix

Perrie: "You did what!" she said and hit me on the arm before turning to her boyfriend "And you stuck up for her!" she said hitting his hand and then mine again

Alex: "This is what I get for helping your ass" he said making me laugh until the girls shot me another glare making me zip my mouth

Leigh: "You are beyond stupid honestly" she said making me look at her and nod taking them by surprise

Y/n: "I hate myself for being that person but he took back the bet and is black mailing me with it as if it was my idea from the start" I said and they looked at me curiously "I didn't" I said defending myself cause I honstly didn't

Jade: "Sounds like you need to tell her" she said making me shake my head

Jesy: "What did you do" she said and I sat down on the couch bouncing up as I sat

Y/n: "I said things I never did and could never mean" I said and put my head in my hands "Not to mentions the things that I would never do to her, ever" I said I they all looked at me with soft eyes

Leigh: "Go to her explain everything" she said and they all just sat around me as I shook my head as I sat there trying not to drown in my thoughts

Jade: "She's dating him isn't she" she said and I nodded confirming their suspicions. I sat back and laid my head back in on the couch

Alex: "Well I had an idea so we going out" he said and I looked at him confused "The guys and I along with the girls are going out" he said I I groaned as they picked me up

Perrie: "His right no mooping we are gonna have some fun tonight" she said dragging me up to my room "Now get dressed we going out" she said and I just looked at her and went and got ready knowing I wasn't gonna win this

Half an hour later we drinking at a karaoke bar and the girls are singing their hearts out even Perrie, they pushed me up and I gave the Dj my soundtrack to play and I sang over it

I'm still on your Netflix
Girl, I know you love me
Even though your parents
They don't fucking trust me
They probably alright though
I know I'm an asshole
No reply to all your texts girl I do you mad cold

Like you're just
Dying to drive but you can't find the keys, now
Looking for God but you're down on your knees, I'm
All that you want but not what you need girl why

Tell me why do you still love me
Why do you love me?
You know you shouldn't love me
Yea you still love me

All your friends tell you they hate me
God I'm fuckin' shady
Couple weeks ago they were inside my sheets naked
Club, so you can Snapchat
Titties out to snap that
I know that you do that shit just hoping for a snapback

Like you're just
Dying to drive but you can't find the keys, now
Looking for God but you're down on your knees, I'm
All that you want but not what you need girl why

Tell me why do you still love me
Why do you love me?
You know you shouldn't love me
Yea you still love me, oh

Why do you need me when you know you don't need me?
It's tearing you apart
I leave you broken and shaken
And you still call me baby

Tell me why do you still love me
Why do you love me?
You know you shouldn't love me
Yea you still love me

The song ended and I walked off the stage and everyone was tapping my shoulder congratulating me on my new song and I was on I high until I heard the one thing that could melt my insides and in that moment I knew I was screwed

"Y/n"

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Another chapter done for you guys hope you enjoy. I absolutely love that song hope you do to if you want it and don't have it just comment and I'll leave the name in the comments

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