PHOTO'S FINEST...BELLA AND Y/N

Up For Air (Part 5)

Y/N POV

I was falling in love with her and as much as I loved it, it scared the shit out of me. I know i was the one that wanted it but after my past I don't think I'm able to love the way I used to. I can't believe myself right now I got the girl of my dreams right in front of me yet I feel as if I'm still not good enough anymore, that maybe she would be better off without me and my drama

Y/n: "Why do you like me" the words came out before I could register what I was saying. She looked at me confused by the sudden change of topic but just gave me a soft smile

Bella: "Because you are the most caring person I know" she said and I looked at her shook "You were always there for me no matter, no matter I how used to deny it you were. When I was hurting you made me laugh and when I was stressed you got my mind of it" she said and I looked at her and my whole world seemed unreal "And even though you could be having fun with your friends you here with me" she said and moved closer to me

Y/n: "Yeah but after all I've done how could you still trust me" i knew I was opening the something that could ruin our moment right now but I need to know and I need to put it behind me cause what I did was unforgivable but she forgave me for everything and I just dont understand how or why

Bella: "Remember once we were doing a photoshoot we did a few years back" she said and I looked at her confused as she continued " When we were working and the touchy photographer that kept hitting on me" she said making me nod and roll my eyes "And on the last day, somehow the smoothie machine exploded and he was covered from head to toe" she said and let out a small laugh making me try to hold back my laugh...key word try

Y/n: "He had that coming" I said shrugging and she raised a brow "What" I said and gave her an innocent smile "He was unprofessional in the work place and the tech team was more than happy to help me out" I said and we both started laughing

Bella: "Well that's why" she said and I was back to confused "That was the first time we ever worked together" she said making me nod "Which means you had my back from day one. I knew I could trust you from day one" she said my heart melted "That was you got me head over heels and you got me falling" she said and I looked at her shocked. This was the first time she was being opened with me

Y/n: "I'm sorry" I said and she looked at me confused with a little of hurt in her eyes making my eyes widen "No not like that" I said taking her hands in mine "I mean, I'm sorry for everything I've done to hurt you or making you feel upset" I said and the tension from her eyes was gone and replace with something else that I could figure out just yet "I promise you that I wouldn't do anything to hurt you and I will always be honest with you" I said and she nodded tightening her grip on my hands

She tugged at my hand and pulled me to her connecting our lips. This kiss wasn't like your last one it was hungry and passionate. She kissed down my neck gripping on my sides pushing me down and moving on top of me straddling me making a moan escape me when she started to grind down on me

Y/n: "Damn" i said making the brunette smile into the kiss and slowed down her movements and adding more pressure making me squeeze my eyes shut and take it all in, my stomachs were doing flips and she knew that she was winning in this moment "We still have that lunch with your sister and friends" i said and she moaned deepening the kiss as if she didn't hear a word i said making me chuckle

I moved my hands down to her waist and pulled her down roughly but not enough to hurt her, she let out another moan which drove me crazy and smirk into the kiss. Everything began to get heavy and i pulled away waking up and holding her away from me and just stared into her confuse eyes

Bella: "Are you okay?" She asked me and i nodded looking at her breathless "Is this too fast?" She asked starting to get nervous making me instantly shake my head