He changed my life (sonny moore love story)

I'm broken

I slamed my bedroom door behind me and sat on my bed. "What am I going to do?" I softly said to my self as I began to weep.

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 After a few days of staying in my room I started to feel alone, like no one was there for me like I would never find my inner happiness again.

I woke up the next day to my mother towering over me "You can go back tomorrow I'll allow you to have your phone back and to visit Sonny today." Mother said still sounding disappointed.

My mother dropped me off at the hospital Sonny was in. I walked in room115 to find a girl hugging and kissing Sonny I kind of felt something tugging at my heart "n-no wait!" sonny said right before I ran out the room stunned as tears ran down my face I felt broken a betrayed. I took my phone out of my pocket and called my mom.

I sat on my bed just like I did a few nights ago I took a blade out of the night stands drawer and I looked at it and thought of all the good times I had with sonny and a tear fell then splashed on The blade, I pulled up my sleeve to see the other scars I drew three perfect cuts in my wrists. I cried silently as I watched the blood poor from my irritated wrists "I-I wish I c-could disa-apper..." I began to fell weak and useless "I-I wish h-he never came i-into my life...." I mumbled as I dropped the knife in the drawer next to me and cried myself to sleep.

I woke up feeling dizzy and sick "D-dammit!" I exclaimed Thur my teeth before I knew it I blacked out. "She's paler then a ghost!" Someone yelled "Quick she needs fluids!" I fluttered my eyes open while groaning "Are you okay sweetie?" I heard my mother say I groaned in response as I turned my head to him... The one who screwed my whole world up "You!" I yelled to my best ability which was groggy and scratchy "I-I can explain!" Sonny panicked "Yeah I'm sure!" I yelled again tears running down my face "She was my... Girlfriend..." the room got silent "But she broke up with me because I wan't good enough for her..." Sonny said looking down at the floor "Bastard!" I gritted my teeth as I yelled it.

"She is free to go in a few more hours." a nurse said and walked out Sonny stared at the floor the entire time and it bugged me I don't know why though I guess it was because I called him a bastard I guess I have to apologize but maybe later on I was still disgusted how he kept her  secrete and never told me.

-Later when I got home Sonny came with us-

I sat in my room and sonny sat next to me "Amber?" Sonny said softly "Yeah, Sonny?" I asked "I love you." He whispered as he kissed my cheek I felt like I could melt through the floor my face got really hot I felt like I was blushing "I-I love you too.." I said softly.

A/N: Sorry it wasn't really a good chapter I have good ideas just I really don't have time I will try to make a good chapter next time :/