Stupid, stupid me!

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~I thought that you would be the hero come and safe the day. But you're a villain, your sins unforgiven.~

I wish you would just tell me what I should do. Shall I leave you alone? Shall I talk to you, greet you? Is it okay to ask you if you want to meet up, or is it just super annoying for you? As time passes, I get the feeling that you know damn well how much you mean to me and how much you hurt me with your behaviour. But you don't  seem to care, I get it. I am just some other girl who likes you. 
When I first met you, I really thought that maybe, something could happen between the two of us. But how foolish of me to think that anyone could ever like me like that, that someone - especially you - could ever love me. Stupid, stupid me. 

~I realise that sometimes life brings you flowers then it builds you coffins. [...] I am going down and you have watched me drown in a river of tears. ~

 
Between the ~ :'River of tears' -Alessia Cara. 

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