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((Know this is my oc book, I needed to rant and seen others do this. Do not mistake me, I am happy, just agitated at the same time))
Games. We all play them. We all know them. The difference? The seriousness. The impact. Some are innocent, some are not.
Me? I've played, I've danced, and I'm sick of it. Cast into retirement, I find my solace. Small games, fun games. Ones that everyone enjoys, no matter who you are. Those are the games I play now. Not the deadly ones, not the ones that have an impact. The ones that cause people to laugh and brighten up with joy on their pure, plush lips. Those are the ones that I play.
Others? Some play the same I do, some avoid it, and some do not realise. Some use them to gain an unfair advantage and the only way to gain that advantage is to play the game. Be it to suck up to people, to smile prettily nodding along while you step by step come to the checkmate. And the only way for others to get that advantage, to even have a chance at having something that they want, is to play that game.
Seem dark? Most have played a game of some sort, knowingly or not. It's the petty ones that bother me. The ones that I do not want to get involved in, yet feel like I have no choice. Sometimes it makes me want to quit, sometimes it makes me want to play, and all it does it cause this argument between right and wrong in my head. Do they know that it is wrong? Do they know what they are doing? I do not know. But I refuse to play. I am better then this. I have tackled larger dragons, I have smiled my way through life. And even now, when I look back, when I have seen, the one hell of a life I have had, I do not know how I do it. But one thing is for sure, I am stubborn. I will laugh at life's face, because it cannot bring this smile down. It cannot destroy my happiness. This is a fight that I refuse to lose, because if I lose, I lose everything. The game of happiness, I will not lose. And in turn, if I refuse to play these games, and if I do? I have been playing a far deadlier games further then I can remember. After all, I only recently found out I have been playing this dance since I was at least six. Now, I have my break. I have my solace. I refuse to play these petty games. I will only play those with a smile. That brings joy and lighter. Because we are all friends here. No one is the enemy, be it selection roleplays or villains. I do not want to see a frown on everyone's lips.
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