Deviant

Voices

She walks down the hallway to her third hour class, knowing that any day she could crack and take the life's of her tormentors. Her long blonde hair plastered to her scalp. She hasn't washed it in weeks. Her piercing blue eyes empty. Her tiny frame a vessel for pain.

She sits alone, she tries to ignore the giggles and stares. The way they point at her and call her names makes her want to jab her spoon in their eyes. They wont even know what hit them, not until it's to late.

She could take them all out like the terminator and feel nothing but joy in their pain!
They have made her feel worthless since fourth grade. She is starting to feel numb inside, her happiness vanishing.

The fact that they make her feel nothing but hate for them! The fact that their very existence makes her angry! The way they speak makes her want to rip their tongues out of their disgusting mouths.

They could catch on fire and she would feel nothing bit joy listening to their screams! She would just sit back and watch as they burned! They had only made her feel hatred!

She hears what they say. She's weird, she is ugly and stupid!
She smells funny! Another girl says. "Did you hear about her mother being murdered last year?" A boy said. "Her mother was fish food!" He said again.

"Maybe that's why she smells funny!" Another laughs. She looks at them and they all go silent and look away from her. She tries to ignore them. But nothing works.

She didn't use to be like this. She use to care and she use to be happy. That was along time ago before her mother was murdered and her body left in a creek like she was food for the creatures in the water. Now she was stuck with her alcoholic abusing father who can't keep his hand's to himself.

Now she is just an empty vessel waiting for the day she explodes and unleashes hell on them all!
She hears the voices telling her how to do it.

They tell her to kill them all and then take her own life! She feels hopeless, she feels angry that everybody gets to be happy except her! She hears the voices again!
Kill them all! Only then will you be free and happy!

She stands and leaves her tray on the table. She walks through the cafeteria doors and stops! Tears flow down her cheeks and she screams! She tries to run but she is being weighed down by something.

She realizes somebody is holding her. She feels their arms around her. They are saying something. But she can not make out the words. Everything is a mumbling buzz in her ears.

She tries to fight and break free but its no use. They are to strong.
Her world starts to spin. Her sight starts to go dark.Her body goes limp and she looses consciousness.

This is only the beginning.