Zayn: “honey, do not cry. This is a good thing. We love each other.”
You: “I am happy, that you feel the same about me, but it really is not a good thing.”
Zayn: “why is it a bad thing? How can it be bad to love each other? Listen, here in London, or just England in general, love is a good thing.”
You can’t help but laugh a little; actually it is more like a giggle.
You: “in this case it is a bad thing.”
Zayn: “why?”
You: “because Zayn, I have to go home in about a week.”
Zayn: “Oh, I have totally forgotten about that.”
You: “I can’t believe we let it come this far.”
Zayn: “no, babe. It is okay, we are going to make it work.”
You: “How?”
Zayn: “I do not know. But we will.”
You: “Zayn I live so far away. We do not even live in the same country.”
Zayn does not know what to say. He stops eating. His eyes turn blank. It looks like he is about to cry. You stop eating as well. You are sad as well. And it does not help to see Zayn like that.
You: “do you want to get out of here?”
Zayn: “Yes, just let me pay.”
You: “okay.”
Zayn pays for the food and then he takes your hand and walk out of the restaurant.
You: “I am afraid.”
Zayn: “of what? You do not need to be afraid, I will protect you.”
You: “I am not sure that you can protect me from this.”
Zayn: “What is it?”
You: “I am afraid, that if we continue this until I am going home, my feelings for you will grow. That will mean that my heart will break into even more pieces.”
Zayn: “what do you mean by even more pieces? Actually what do you mean by the entire thing you just said?”
You: “There is some stuff that you do not know about me…”
Zayn cuts you off.
Zayn: “I know, and there are some things that you do not know about me. We have not known each other for long, but what we have is real. We can’t just give up on it, because of some bumps in the road.”
You: “Zayn love, you do not understand.”
Zayn: “no, I do not think that I do. Because to me it sounds like you are giving up on us.”
You: “I meant every word I said in the restaurant. I really do love you, but I can’t handle too much mentally pain at the moment.”
Zayn: “what are you saying?”
You hesitate with the answer. You are not sure if you should tell Zayn the truth. Maybe it will harm more than make him understand. And what would he think of you after you have told him what is wrong?
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Zayn Malik fanfic - Summer romance
FanfictionHe is leaned a bit over you. He turns his head to face you. Then Zayn start to move closer to you, very slow. It is like he wants you approval, so you lift your head up a little, and then it happens. Your lips meet. You get a rush from the feeling o...
