Zayn Malik fanfic - Summer romance

Chapter 4

You: “The last time we kissed was good.”

Zayn: “It was not good enough.”

You: “Yes it was. It was really good.”

Zayn: “not too me.”

You: “are you telling me that I am a bad kisser?”

You try to sound as joking as you can. You try to smile, Zayn giggles a little. But you can hear that it is forced.

Zayn: “No, of course not. You are a great kisser. Can I not get a last kiss?”

You: “are you sure that you want one?”

Zayn: “yes.”

You sit there and look into Zayn’s beautiful warm brown eyes. You realize how much you are going to miss them, how much you are going to miss him. But you know that this is something that needs to be done. While you are staring into his eyes, you think about if you should give him a last kiss or not.

Then you slowly lean forward. You move your hand to his unshaved cheek. Tears start coming up in both your and Zayn’s eyes. You close your eyes, and suddenly your and Zayn’s lips meet. His lips are really soft. Just the feeling of his pressed against yours gives you butterflies in your stomach. Oh, how you are going to miss those lips.

Zayn has moved his hands to your neck. He has some strong hands. Your kiss is very passionate. You try to pull away, but Zayn will not let you. He does not want your kiss to stop. But you interrupt the kiss by start talking.

You: “Zayn.”

Zayn: “yes?”

While you are talking, you faces are still so close , because Zayn won’t let you move away, so your lips are touching every time you move them.

You: “Zayn I think that is enough.”

Zayn: “What?”

You: “the kiss.”

Zayn: “What about it?”

You: “you have gotten your last kiss.”

Zayn: “My last kiss? So you did not want it?”

You: “of course I did.”

Now you force Zayn to let go of you, so you can pull back. You want to look him in the eyes when you tell him something important.

You: “Zayn… you have to believe me when I say that I love you in a way that I have never loved anyone before. I do not want to say goodbye, but this is how it has to be. I truly do love you, and I am going to miss you like crazy.”

Zayn: “Then do not leave me.”

A tear falls from Zayn’s eye and down on his cheek. You gently wipe it away.

You: “you know I have to.”

Zayn: “yes, I am sorry. I just don’t want to be without you.”

You: “I know. I really have to go now.”

Zayn: “yeah.”

You: “goodbye.”

Zayn: “goodbye.”

You get out of the car and hurry to your room. As soon as you get to your room, you start crying. You go out on the balcony, when you see that Zayn’s car is still there.

You stand on the balcony and stare at the car. You feel like you could die any minute. You are so sad. Your heart is broken into a billion pieces. And it feels like you heart will never be whole again. The tears just stream down your face.