dear jonah,
almost everyday, i find my self thinking of what happened to us and i'm constantly racking my brains, wondering how it all could've worked out differently. they've always said writing things down can help you overcome your problems; i suppose this is my way of moving on. obviously, whether you read this letter or not is your decision, and i will respect that. i don't expect you to forgive me, but i hope you can some how understand some of the reasoning behind my thoughts.
there are many reasons as to why we broke up, most of them down to me. just know that i will always love you jonah, even if you don't want me to.
maybe one day you'll reply to me and we can be friends again. although we haven't spoken since the break up and I can't possibly imagine why we would start now.
i have so much i need to get out of my system, things that i've let haunt me this whole time. Hopefully throughout writing these letters i can explain how and why everything unfolded in the way it did, but most of all i would like to let you know how sorry i am, for everything.
Throughout this past year, i've sent you countless messages, to which none you have replied to. as time passed, i came to the realisation that you didn't want to read any of them. i hope you chose to read these letters.
i would also like to apologise in advance for these letters.
forever yours,
alicia x
authors note;
this is the first chapter/letter in my new book 'why we broke up' it would mean the world to me if you could check it out.
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