My Dream Girl(Emison Fanfic)

Hurt

After that talk with Spencer, I quickly made my way through the school to try and spot her. It really made me think about how I treated her the past couple of weeks...I was a bitch. And I regret it.

Walking through the corridors blazing fast, I would have almost missed her. But luckily I couldn't miss those chocolate brown eyes anywhere.

I stopped and stared, waiting just waiting for her to look over at me. And when she did, it felt like my body was on fire from her heavy glare.

I quickly made my way to her locker, pushing and shoving trying to get to her.

As I reached my destination, she was just about to turn around and leave. Until I grabbed her hand firmly, ignoring how soft her hand felt in mine and how her eyes seemed to penetrate where my hand was connected with her's.

I quickly return my hand to my side since I've got her attention.

"Emily...I really need to talk to you. I need you to give me the opportunity to apologize." I said as sincerely as possible, seeing how I'm not one to ever apologize.

"Alison I'm gonna be late for class," Emily said in a very hard voice while she kept her gaze on the floor.

"Please! Come with me to the library, all I ask is for you to join me their during first period." I said reducing to begging.

Emily finally looked me in my eye, all the hardness that I heard was just a front. She has some unshed tears in the corners of her eyes. She looked so broken.

"Fine, I'll hear you out. But if I don't like what I'm hearing I won't hesitate to leave." She said not making much of any eye contact.

I nodded my head, dragged her through the seas of people, and made it to the library just as the first bell rung.

Finally, alone time.

The library was almost empty. Their was literally only 2 or 3 people in there. It was quiet, and the front desk was unoccupied.

So I took Emily with me as we passed all the bookshelves. I led her to a quiet empty couch all the way in the back corner of the library where we could get some privacy.

As we sat down Emily finally looked up. "Start talking."

I opened my mouth but didn't know where to start.

"F-first I just want to apologize. I shouldn't have treated you like that...there are some things you need to know about me that you didn't before."

"I have PTSD and bipolar disorder. It's hard to control yourself sometimes, especially if you're me." I looked at her seeing how she would take it.

She looked at me, eyes widened completely shocked. It was like when she looked at me she didn't know who I was. That's what I was afraid of...

"Alison...why are you just telling me this now?" She asked looking extremely perplexed.

"Because how else am I going to out and just say 'ohh I'm mentally ill, wanna be my friend?" I said being as sarcastic as I can, just so she wouldn't hear my heart beating extremely loud. Just out of anticipation for her reaction of my 'problems'.

"To be completely honest with you, that doesn't change anything. Not your actions, the things you said, how you treated me, and how I feel. I'm glad you've grown balls big enough to come and sell me an excuse but...I just don't give a fuck anymore." She said firmly, making sure I got the point.

"Emily! That's not why I told you. I told so you can understand a little bit of the reason why I'm the way I am. Not to excuse myself from hurting you. Because believe me when I tell you that, that was one of the worst things I could have ever done. And I'm regretting it everyday." I say as sincere as possible.

She stands up and looks me up and down.

"I'll tell you how I'm feeling when I start to care about you again." Leaving that said, she turns around and exits out of the library leaving me butt hurt. Now....I know the feeling.

With a great push I pick my miserable body up and get off the comfy couch. I then make my way out of the library to second period.

This is gonna be a very very long day.

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A/N:

Hey guys sorry it's kinda short, I just really wanted to get something out their before I convinced myself I would do it tomorrow and never get to it. Sooo thanks once again!

XOXO~Bria