INSTAGRAM MODEL (𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘦 )

T W E N T Y - N I N E

"YAH! YOON DOWOON GET OUT OF YOUR ROOM."

"NO!"

"At least let me in man!"

"NO! Go away man! I don't want to talk right now!"

"Is this how you're going to deal with your situation? Just bum out in your room?? Dowoon let me in so I can help!"

"Help with what?! There is no situation, just leave me alone!" Dowoon's voice cracked and Jae only felt bad. The boy was breaking because he was too dense and stubborn to realize what he actually wants.

"Dowoon..please. Let me in. I know something is wrong."

"NOTHING IS WRONG!"

"Dowoon let me in please. I'm not going to say it again."

"Who the hell are you huh? My mom? No!" Jae sighed and pulled out a key and unlocked the boys door and saw him wrapped up in his blanket. His curtains were closed, causing the room to be dark and in all honesty, he wanted to slap the boy.

"if you had a damn key why did you tell me to open the door!? Go away man!"

"Because I actually thought your dumb ass would have some sense to come and open the door!" Dowoon groaned and turned the other way so Jae wouldn't see him. Mistake #1.

Jae went over and opened the curtains and the rays of the bright sun shot Dowoon in the eyes, causing him to drop the blanket, cover his eyes and yell.

"WHAT THE HELL BRO?! Close them!!"

"No! Get the hell up geez." Dowoon rubbed his eyes and looked Jae in the eyes. Mistake #2.

"Dowoon, have you been..crying?" Dowoon looked away and snorted.

"What?? Psh. No. Only sissy's cry."

"I guess that makes you a sissy then hm? Your eyes are all red and puffy and I can see your little tear streaks down your cheek buddy." Jae took a seat next to Dowoon and patted his shoulder.

"What's going on man. You tell me everything. I know somethings up because I know you just wouldn't cry for no reason."

"I saw a sad movie."

"No you didn't. Plus you don't cry during sad movies."

"WELL MAYBE I DID FOR ONCE DAMN!"

"Dowoon stop lying. You only sound dumb."

"I fucked up ok?! Is that a problem?! I'm confused! I hate this!" The boys voice cracked once more as Jae watched as Dowoon tried not to cry again.

"Dowoon, tell me what happened. Everyone fucks up once in a while."

"He told me he loved me..Jae he told me he liked me. He confessed and I turned him down. I don't know my chest just hurts."

"Dowoon—"

"I hate this hyung! I fucking hate myself. I turned him down! I'm just confused I don't know!"

"Dowoon what the hell are you talking about?? Why are you so confused??"

"What happens if, you just..you get this certain feeling around someone. It's just weird...it's like you can hear your heart beat pick up it's pace. Your stomach just gets this weird feeling and...it just happens around that one person?"

"Dowoon..."

"That's what happens when I'm around him. It fucking confuses me and I'm just lost. When I turned him down I don't know. It fucking hurt. But it probably hurt for him more."

"Dowoon. I'm being honest and you should too. Do you..love Wonpil?"

"I'm straig—"

"Don't hit me up with that bullshit again! Dowoon you love Wonpil! And no it's not stress!! Stop saying you're straight! It's ok to be gay you fucking doorknob! You're so dense! You turned him down because you were being so damn stubborn and you just had to say you were straight!"

"I know I'm fucking dumb! He hates me and I understand if he does! I hate myself too!"

"Dowoon just talk to hi—"

"HE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK TO ME HYUNG! I FUCKING BROKE HIM!"

"Dowoon. You don't know unless you try."

"Well guess what? I know he won't ever even look my way because of me! Just leave me the fuck alone."

"So that's it? You'll just end things like that?"

"Things have already been ended because of me hyung. I don't know what the fuck you want."

"I want you to stop acting like a fucking pussy and go talk to him! You're so damn stubborn. If you don't talk to him then things really will come to an end you fucking idiot!"

"What would you know? Just leave it alone!"

"I try to fucking help you and you're just being a little stubborn ass bitch. Be a little considerate. It's your drained love life not mine. But once he's moved on, there's no Turing back. Then it'll be your fault."