(I Never Knew )Chapter 1 He's Cute

Chapter 3: Am I Rushing ? Though we just met

i walked upstairs roc followed behind slowly

me-here it is ! i said opening my door

roc- woah nice room 

me-thanks (we sat down at the foot of my bed)

roc- so what you wanna do ?

me-idk lets talk

roc- skip talking

me- roc im not just some girl you can you know then diss me it dont work like that .

roc- i know babe.

OMG he called we babe

me- babe?

roc- my bad 

me- its kool

he looked sad so i rubbed his head 

roc- so ig we can talk

me-about ?

roc- i wanna tell you something but idk if i should

me- nooo tell me pleaseee

roc- well i i know we just met but i like you

ROC POV

wow i cant beleive i just told her that damn ill feel stupid if she doesnt feel the same idk what it is she just gives me feelings star doesnt , plus me and stars relationship is dead

lola-roc i i had no clue you felt that way

me- well i do and im so confused because i like you but for some reason i still love star

lola- i understand , and i like you to but it seems like you have alot on your plate with star and all 

me- true but i need to talk to her im getting tired of her

lola- sorry 

me- dont be i have another question. 

LOLAS POV

oh no no more questions that one was enough i wish he was mine :( its just that ***** star

roc- would you be mad if i kissed you

me- n- – - gco

before i could say no he connected his lips to mine they are so soft it feels so right when its so wrong, but wait he has star, well forget her karma is a ***** lol. before i knew it the kiss had got deeper he licked my lips asking for his tounges entrance i approved haha , i got on top of him and grinded slowly , i dont want to have se* with him i just uhhh !

roc- moans your a great kisser 

**** ! just then the door opened , bad look me ontop of roc kissing him.

???- tf is going on in here london !

me- natalie ii get out learn how to effin knock Gosh

she pissed me off

nat- you better watch it i swear ill tell brittany

me- what we were only kissing

nat- idgaf if you were humping your only 14

me- ill be 15 in a week im not a baby !

nat- whatever just be careful boys are j—- jco

me- i know i know , and this stays between us 3 got it 

nat- maybe

me- ill tell brandon about you and josh 

nat- you wouldnt

me- try me 

nat- fine bye Losers

with that being said she walked out and shut the door

me- woah dere

roc- how old is she ?

me-18 but shes really cool she wouldnt snitch idc if she did i just dont want to here brits mouth

roc- your mouth tastes good ;)

me- hush, you cheated on that smurf

roc- im breaking up with her

me – WHAT ? WHY

roc- because i found someone new 

me- roooooc

roc- what were the perfect two

(go look up auburn perfect two thats my sh*t)

me- shes gonna hate me uhh

roc- i hope im doing the right thing

me- well

roc- i want to make you mine , you give me a feeling i never knew i had, your so beautiful, your smile your laugh and even when your sad atleast work with me on building a relationship i swear ill treat you right 

me- wow thats so sweet , i would love to work on a relationship

i hugged him tightly is this really happening, gosh this was a nice day

roc- im not sure what to say to star

me- tell her the truth thats all you can say.

roc- i know umm what happened to crissy?

me- idk , that *****

roc- haha she stood you up

me- shut up !

roc kisses her cheek

roc- im sorry .

after we watched tv and ate snacks it was time for him to leave natalie was being a party pooper , im so ready for him to be my baby, forget building a relationship. . . nahh i shouldnt rush maybe rushing got him and star to this point , i hope there break up runs smoothly LMao who am i kidding we all know its not ;) i took my shower then went to bed perfect day !