The Other World

Home again

For the first time I was proud to be home, to be where I am without being mad , wait I am mad
I went to my mom, she was in the kitchen , I stair at her about a minutes watching her do her thing " oh honey, you must stay in bed. " she says
"Dad didn't leave ." I said with a mad voice
" what are you talking about ?" She ask
" You know exactly what I'm talking about, you never told him, you never told him you were having me. You let him leave. "I said yelling
" What none since you bringing ." She ask kind of freaking out
" you know exactly what I'm talking about . You, you made him leave . " I said running to my room
I'm back in that life again, now it's not running from some bad guy but fighting with my mom
I hate it when we fight but I know this one was important and not forgettable
I know she deserve this one

Hours later

My mom come to my room " can I talk to you? " she ask trying to be so innocent
"No I don't wanna ." I said turning around
Your father was a good person."She said sitting down on my bed as I turned around
"He, he knows we couldn't last even when I was holding his child. There was no future. He was just an adventure, he was part of a world I can't explain , we were in different part of the world. Even if your father know I was holding his child , he would've still leave, he didn't stand a chance, even when he would try but no. I didn't understand your father but I didn't want this to be like this . I wanted a family but I know it would be hard
I hope you understand sweetie . I didn't have a choice ." She said
"You should've at least let him know you have a daughter ." I said crying
" I  thought your father was gone , real gone , I didn't have a choice. " she said crying
" um Mom it's dad ." I said crying
"Um ...sweaty ..." mom said kind of in fear
"He said he loves you and he would've try everything to be a family and he know you haven't move on . " I said still in tear
"Uh." My mom said in shock
"He wants you to move on " I said crying  and my mom just look at me in tears and hug me

Yep that was my normal life but after this I wasn't normal . I let Mack go , I went back to school Diana was sad and I was sad that Naîsha was gone but happy she's in a better place

"She was a good person . "  I heard someone said
"Who's there ?" I ask getting a pencil
"Look around ." I heard the voice said
I look and feeling the air got bigger and I saw
Micheal, Naîsha and my dad  ........

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