My Blue Rose (TomxTord)

"I love you"

TORDS pov

Tom and Matt got off the hallway floor and stood up. Matt was snuggling onto Tom's shoulder while Tom looked... Sad? What is going on. Edd looked sad to. I couldn't wrap my head around what all was going on but I'm pretty sure it was fishy. Im do mad and hurt right now. I don't even know what to call it. Jealousy. That's what it is. I'm jealous. I'm hurt. Im mad. I'm sad. I'm in love. With Tom. "Edd can I go to your spare room right now? I'm feeling to good." That wasn't entirely a lie. I felt like throwing up right there. All-over Matt's smug little face. "O-oh okay...go right ahead I'll be there in a bit..." I then walked to my room in Edd's apartment and sunk to the floor. I buried myself into my knees and cried. "Tom... I love you... I love you so so so so much... I wish you lived me back... Oh Tom..."

TOMS POV

I followed Tord to Edd's house. Out of curiosity. And heard him cry. I walked to Edd's guest room and stood outside. I was going to knock. "Tom...I love you... I love you so so so so much... I wish you lived me back... Oh Tom." I heard Tord sob. He loves me... He. Loves. Me..... I don't believe it. I walk out of Edd's apartment and to my own. I see Edd walking back to his apartment once I leave it. "Hey Edd." I say. He looked at me with sad eyes and a fake smile. "Hey Tom..." He said. Then he walked into his apartment. I'm so confused. But I let it slide. I enter my apartment to see Matt. Sitting on my couch admiring himself in his hand mirror. He looks up at me and smiles " Hey Tom! How are you? I was wondering since we're date g and all, if ,I ,could move in?" He asked. My eyes widened when he said that. Sorry Matt but when were we dating? If was just a kiss, and no. I like being by myself. I'm sorry." I say with no emotion and walk towards my room. "Tom! Wait!" I hear Matt yell as he grabs my wrist. "Did I do something wrong? If I did I'm very sorry. I love you Tom." Matt days with adorable puppy dog eyes. I sigh. "Matt you did nothing wrong. I just like living on my own. That's all. " I say as I give him a small and weak smile. He looks at me and smiles. Hugs me then walks to my front door. " Okay then! I'll stay at my place! But I'll be here in the morning for you! Love you!" He yelled. "Bye..." I say back. He closes the door and leaves. I walk into my room and sink to the floor on the wall. Tord loves me. He loves me. I love him to. But. He ruined that. He stabbed us in the back. I had a huge crush on Tord before ' The End' and he never knew. He left the day I was going to confess. But I just acted normally. Then he came back and stabbed us in the back. He ruined my love for him. But he never left my heart. I thought I killed him. I thought I murdered a person. The one person I loved most in life. Tord. But he loved. And he loved me back. But Matt... He loves me to. What do I do???!! I stand up and lay on my bed. My thoughts carry on as I drift off to sleep.