The string

His house

  I soon pulled up by jakes apartment he wasn't answering my calls so I decided to text him  I mean like maybe he's taking a shit  or something           {hey jake I'm outside hurry up we don't have all day }            -9:00am.                        After a while I started to get a little worried as much as Jake likes to be late  for school it wasn't quite like him to be this late so I got out my car  and-walked to his apartment  floor while texting him.                                            {hey what's taking you so long were already 30 min late }  9:30                          As I arrived at his door i could hear his mother yelling at him and telling him how much of a disappointment he was . I wanted to barge in there and slap her and tell her she's wrong but what good would it do for him he would just end up being punished for it . * knock knock *  (hey jake we're gonna be late for school !) I yelled from the other side of the door . I could hear his mother telling him to go . I went back to the car and waited  after a few minutes he came out I could see his face full of anger and hate not only for his mom but his sister as well because no matter what he did his sister was always better always the one with all the attention and love while he was the out cast the unwanted and unwelcomed child. (Hey Jake ?) I asked with a soft voice . He didn't answer .  *starts the car *  As I drove through the streets I couldn't help but feel guilty I don't know why but I just did Maybe I'm just a bad friend .   [ I know what your thinking and it's not your fault I've told you a million times I'm fine -jake]  { how can you be fine jake ? Do you not think  that I'm  suffering by seeing you like this ? }
[.....] I kept driving right passed the school and kept going until I reached a small cliff that looked out at the mountains .[what are we doing here ? ] {........let's run away ... I mean think about it my parents don't give a dam about me and I could care less if they tried ,your mother doesn't even appreciate you and you hurt yourself just to feel something over all I don't want that for you what if we leave and start all over we'll have each other's back right ??} [ As if we're would we go ? Um. We have nothing if we stay and nothing if we leave there's no point ]